~~~~ biwei ~~~~

2010-07-13T03:39:00.001+08:00

i juz need that one day... for u to make me go crazy.. juz tat one day... its beyond wat i can control le

2010-07-13T01:18:00.001+08:00

hao lei wor..

haha.. rotten blog... who will ever read it..

im realli tired.. im realli tired of everything...

im realli tired of all this shit!

2009-06-13T01:06:00.001+08:00

wahooooo.. im back!!!! hahaha

jjia liat lo.. getting more n more lazi to update photos lei. ... how lei???

2009-05-20T21:11:00.002+08:00

life is filled with disappointment.

no matter wat u did.. how much effort u put.. things wont go your way u like it..

no matter wat...

im such a disappointment.. sometime i realli juz hate myself..

y do i always choose the path that has the most stones.. the most obstacles.. the most challenge.. hoping that at the end of the path.. u will find heaven..

but i guess... probably im juz too shay ba.. heaven will nv b by my side...

hell will..

im juz plain tired of everything...

i juz wan to slp and dont wake up from it..

i juz wan to be alone.. i dun wan to think anymore..

wat the use of thinkin.. wen its going to hurt u even more.. everytime u think..

im realli tired..

2009-05-20T21:07:00.001+08:00

felt so lost yet again...

keep controlling myself for the past 3 days...

i juz feel sick of it

2009-05-19T01:51:00.001+08:00

y am i so stupid??

y am i keep doing things tat ppl dont appreciate?

y am i so insignificant?

2008-12-29T19:54:00.001+08:00

im sick of being in a relationship.

2008-12-28T23:06:00.002+08:00

went out with jomel ger and sista... finalli she came back for awhile manx!! we did alot of stupid things again and keep blackmailing yewen sista!!

our neoprints!!

christmas celebration and wayne's bday in ktv!!!!

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2008-12-18T00:44:00.002+08:00

MyHeritage: Family tree - Genealogy - Celebrity - Collage - Morph

2008-12-17T21:04:00.002+08:00

just trying out....... to see the effects!!!!!!

2008-12-17T00:35:00.004+08:00

been wanting to show all of u thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiisssssssssss.....

i got a shock.. coz this is wat i gt wen i open up my tiles of mj..

power ba?????????????? i din draw any or discard any of it lo...... first time so nice lei..

after awhile... i get another tile....

then.. i pong another one.....

and of coz i win de " DA 3 YUAN"

actualli.. not tat fantgastic la... but juz shiok.. let me hao lian abit.. heheheee....

2008-12-15T22:53:00.002+08:00

been watching drama wenever i am free... and for my bed time drama....

www.mysoju.com become my frequent source to watch all my dramas..

just finish watching

In a school where academic reigns supreme and sports are relegated to a dusty corner of the campus, Li Ying vows to revive the basketball team by volunteering to be the head coach. Her first member is Yuan Da Ying, a country boy who is passionate for basketball but has no skill. Their recruitment goes into high gear when Dong Fang Xiang, a legendary basketball player, transfers to their school.

Around the same time, Yuan Da Ying falls for Zhan Jie Er, a scholarship student who reminds him of his childhood friend. Things are complicated by the fact her family works for Dong Fang Xiang, who she also grew up with. Their encounter may just rewrite the school's basketball history.

and......................................

Jiang Xiao Hua is a jewelry store owner with no sense of style. When prince charming Jia Si Le came back from Japan wishing to marry her, she blackmailed Tang Men, a poison-tongue style guru, into helping her become a lady.

both drama can put u in laughter.. but from own opinion, hot shot is a better movie if u wan to have a good laugh due to yuan daying's stupid and weird behaviours... even jerry yan, a super yandao guy, did scene that destroy his usual cool, good looking image.. even their NGs rocks!!

for miss no good.. its not a bad show.. quite cute.. but juz lack of smth.. watch it for a laugh.. and wilber pan is very very funny in real life lo.. not like a cool cool handsome guy who we always see in tv.. a comedian.. shld look into their NGs. and of coz another guy to look for in this show is Dean.. a japanese guy who is quite good looking too.. but his chinese abut weird weird.. nevertheless.. not a bad show to catch if u wan to waste some time and have some laugh!!

so.. wat drama show shld i catch next lei...

Xiao Zhuang always thought he was a good-looking fella because that was what his parents always told him. However, after starting university, he was in for a surprise when the girl he liked turned him down. His friends finally told him the truth, which was that he wasn't good-looking at all.

and...

Every contact leaves a trace
Every clue serves as a silent witness against crime

Bomb disposal expert Yeung Yat Sing (Kevin Cheng Ka Wing) returns from England to visit relatives and he comes across a grenade case by accident. With his tactful and level-headed approach, Sing is highly appraised by Senior Chemist Ko Yin Pok (Bobby Au-Yeung Chun Wah) and is being invited to join the Forensic Division. In a little while, Sing becomes the division’s rising star. By work, Sing gets back in touch with his long-lost best friend Koo Chak Sam (Frankie Lam Man Lung). Sam serves as a forensic writer and he is going to get married soon.

Accidentally, Sum’s fiancée Lam Ding Ding (Linda Chung Ka Yan) is killed in an explosion and Pok’s police girlfriend Leung Siu Yau (Yoyo Mung Ka Wai) also loses the ability of holding a gun in the incident. Yau’s duties are passed to Ma Kwok Ying (Charmaine Sheh Sze Man) from the Narcotics Bureau. Both Sam and Sing find Ying extremely charming with her smart and unfathomable characteristics in case handling.

Integrating laboratory techniques, logical reasoning, and forensic knowledge, the trio strive to fight against crimes tremendously. As they get to know each other more and more, the entangled triangle of love also starts to hinder their working relationships…

realli want to watch de forensic heros first.. but i know nuts about cantonese... furthermore.. de sound effect of the show.. abit scarey la.. imagine me watching alone in the middle of the nite.. think will have nitemare.. but i crave for this show more than "so im not handsome" see wats my mood tml.. i guess most prrob.. i going to watch a third language drama.. which i probably dont understand anything but the english subtitle...

went to marina barange on wednesday with karen, wen jun and auntie.. its realli a very nice relaxing place.. can go n take a look.. hehe.. took some pics too.. but lazi to upload from my hp... speaking of hp,.. any kind soul wan to sponsor me hp.. christmas is coming.. my lcd screen is spliiting apart.. oh gosh.. hehehe... anyway.. once i upload de pic.. i will post it onlin.. guess no much ppl will b seeing it anyway.. hehehee..

2008-12-14T18:23:00.001+08:00

love is never in my life.

2008-12-02T23:14:00.002+08:00

sooo touched.. i cant believe tat this particular someone understands me, understands wat im going thru...im realli am super touched.

and its none other than my dad..

juz feel very touched that he understands wat im going thru.. hw workin in the workin society is so much different from schooling.. how he tease me abt me deciding to stop continuing my education to work..

juz feel realli touch.. perhap juz a sentence of two from the heart.. realli makes de difference..

wat pic shld i put??

i actualli got one pic tat i realli wanted to post online.. but i juz plain lazi to upload it to my computer from my hp.. hahaha.. oppz.. sorri peeps..

just loook at the top.. new pics!!!

2008-11-18T00:47:00.003+08:00

ohhhhh gosh...

i seems to lost touch in blogging manx.. not again rite???

but luckily for me theres isnt many reader for my blog anyway rite....

hehee...

anyway.. wats going on in my life rite now

been working and working and working and working...

theres wat workin life is all about manx..

catching up with some frenz tooo... from the arts of mahjong.. so learning mahjong is good is a way ya.. haha..

*excuse for myself to play more mahjong*

din take much pictures recently.. as i turn into an ugly fat pig with bumpy uneven skin on my face... not tat photogenic... so better not scare of anyone...

but wats blog without pictures???

its a drag!

TIO BO??

as action speaks much much much LOUDER than words

recent hobbies will beeeee....... and where y could find me...........

if you miss me too much of coz.....

wah... basically... seems like abit no life huh.. hahaha... juz lookin at the food make me drool again.. oh no.. !!!

tats de reason y im growing fat too... gosh gosh gosh....

and one more thing.. i cut my fringe.. so no more the "japanese-girl who climbed out of tv tat scarey ghost character" dunoe how to spell her name la..

a...................... ciaoz. everyone niteeeey

2008-10-16T00:45:00.003+08:00

my meals~!~!!~~!!

10 am - a slice of kaya butter toast plus ice-kopi
1230pm - shroom burger plus a cup of pepsi
330pm - a cup of ice hazelnut kopi
11pm - a packet of hello pandas plus a cup of coke

is my meals healthy or wat.. gosh.. wat am i eating manx!! haha.. but still quite full lei..

and im losing weight!!! hahaha

2008-10-13T22:48:00.004+08:00

wah.. so long nv blog le... finallly had some time to blog.. coz im not feelin well.. and im on bed for the whole time since last nite... had a very very dramatic nite manx...

on my way to meet a client.. i alreadi feelin a little uneasy.. but all the while i tot is motion sickness la.. so dun realli give a damn abt it..

so happily go for the appointment..

and then... MY NIGHTMARE!!!
the whole story goes........

i took the train from hougang to douby ghaut.. so tat i can soon bian go toilet to pee and then took the express bus home.. dont realli wan to squeeze with ppl at 6 in a train.. so this is my perfecto plan....

alight at dhoby ghaut mrt station.. first thing.. go toilet.. initialli.. stil thinking whether wan to go arcade to play some games anot.. coz feel like playing.. but abolish tat idea soon enough as i realli feel tired.. and god realli on my side manx.. wen i reach the busstop.. my 502 reach.. and i dont even have to wait for the bus...

half way thru the journey.. i starting to feel very uneasy.. and my head keep spinning non stop.. my visual startin to get blurred..

under this circumstances.. i have no choice but to ask a guy to press the button to stop the bus.. and knowing that the bus wont stop as its an express bus (so.. some of the bus stops they wont stop) i ask that guy to ask the bus driver to stop.. the guy been very nice wor.. still tell me tat the bus wont stop as its an express bus.. onli will stop at jruong there... haha.. so nice.. but i aso nicely replied him tat.. is either the bus stop for me to alight or i will vomit in the bus.. hahaa..

so thats how i get off the buss.........

sit at the busstop for awhile as i feel like fainting..

and the worst part is tat no cab is in sight... gosh!!!!

keep callin baby.. but he din answer... at last he finally answer.. tink he aso shock ba.. to hear me in such voice.. coz very xin ku.. and wan to faint.. imagine wat kind of voice will i have??

finally catch a cab... baby keep callin me to see whether im ok.. so sweet.. i ask the driver to lower down the aircon for 3 times manx.. i was shivering like mad in the cab.. and keep tahaning as my stomach very painful..

wen i reach hme.. i change into my pyjamas and hide in my blanket.. without opening the window and the fan.. tats how cold i am... haha.. and of coz no food since 12 till today... no appetite with tat kind of pain manx..

slpt the whole day le.. at least no more giddy and fever.. haha.. but my stomach still hurts alot.. think it might be stomach flu.. hee..

good la.. nv realli eat much todae.. can jian fei.. hehe.. k la.. go rest le.. still hoping that my baby can come over to my place.. but i know tat hes tired la.. but still hope.. but wen u r sick.. u wan to feel sayang by ur loved one.. hehe.. but i know he will pamper me tml.. jzu hopin that he will appear todae instead.. haha..

love u sweetx.. missin u~

2008-08-05T03:05:00.002+08:00

its been a long time since i blogged. 3am in the morning and yet im still wide awake.

im really disappinted with myself. nothing in life i have ever done rite? am i good daughter? a lover or even a fren? not even one of them.

im really am tired of my life. im just someone who should not have exist in this world.

having a little gastric. eyes swollen from all the crying. but noone will care. pathetic.

[00:16.91]变成了一个影
[00:20.79]隐藏了自己
[00:24.77]爱情困难呼吸
[00:28.77]我是沉默玩具
[00:32.36]执着对你无限情
[00:36.25]模糊我自己
[00:40.55]不愿深深把爱情
[00:44.13]输了你的游戏
[00:48.73]你要逃
[00:51.83]对决拥抱
[00:55.81]我看到
[01:03.39][02:29.18]为什么爱上你的人是我
[01:10.88][02:37.26]为什么一厢情愿的人会难过
[01:18.65][02:44.75][03:20.44][03:51.30]为什么对你舍不的人是我
[01:27.44][02:53.72][03:28.83]爱上你需要那真情意
[01:33.79][02:59.52][04:07.92]说在而情意
[01:42.84]寂寞点点不休息
[01:46.52]而让甜蜜却也忘记
[01:50.52]幸福不再美丽
[01:54.50]可是我会在意
[01:58.51]这种对你的深情
[02:02.18]我不会怪自己
[02:06.18]不愿意深深的情意
[02:09.97]输了你的游戏
[02:14.75]你要逃
[02:17.93]对决了拥抱
[02:21.72]我看到
[03:04.70][03:38.61]喔~~爱~~
[03:28.83][04:00.16]还是你需要那真情意
[03:46.56]这么爱你的人会难过

[00:05.80]温岚--祝我生日快乐
[00:15.02]我知道伤心不能改变什么
[00:19.58]那么让我诚实一点
[00:26.14]诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄
[00:32.86]只有关上了门不必理谁
[02:11.46][00:40.29]一个人坐在空的包厢里面
[02:16.44][00:45.30]手机让它休息一夜
[02:22.96][00:52.10]难像切歌切掉回忆的画面
[02:29.79][00:58.72]眼泪不能流过十二点
[01:04.10]生日快乐
[02:37.98][01:07.58]我对自己说
[02:41.25][01:10.80]蜡烛点了
[02:44.33][01:13.85]寂寞亮了
[02:47.56][01:16.95]生日快乐
[02:50.82][01:20.25]泪也融了
[02:54.11][01:23.41]我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
[03:34.27][03:01.10][01:30.37]还爱你带一点恨
[03:40.30][03:06.96][01:36.33]还要时间
[03:43.48][03:10.15][01:39.63]才能平衡
[03:46.82][03:13.43][01:42.89]热恋伤痕
[03:49.96][03:16.53][01:46.06]幻灭重生
[03:53.26][03:19.94][01:49.30]祝我生日快乐

2008-07-20T23:40:00.002+08:00

its been a long time since i blog liao hoh.. been very busy.. juz finished a roadshow over at vivocity.. tired.. yet fun.. had lotsa fun time with my colleagues as well as having a good sales too la.. haha.. oppx..

things been going on quite smoothly for me la.. except some hiccups here and there la.. but overall still pretty ok..

i dunoe wat to write liao.. will update sooooooon wor..

2008-06-29T20:46:00.000+08:00

Melvin Yeo said that i have not been blogging for a long time..

here it goes...

melvin happy le ba??

hehee.. ciaoz.. more time den i will blog kk.

2008-06-15T21:54:00.003+08:00

been busy workin daily.. haha..

my baby has been sweet.. to accompany me... after work... or even picking me up after appointments.. so sweet of him.. thanx alot baby..

and of coz.. he been giving in to my many many requests.. im very surprised lo.. hes my constant energy boaster.. my xiao xiao de xin fu.. haha.. oh ym gosh.. so mushy.. lazy to upload my pics from my hp again.. so to have more pictureque post.. i shall post up pics tat is taken long long time ago.. hahaha.....

thanx baby for being so tolerance towards me.. hehe.. and thanx for being so sweet...

2008-06-06T22:18:00.004+08:00

im actualli thinkin of some stuffs to write.. been so long since i wrote smth le.. been super duper super duper \duper busy... with work..

with baby in reservist too.. *i miss him.. haix..*
juz feel a little lost with him by my side....

all i could do is work and work again....

hee...

but very happy wor.. know alot of ppl.. meets all kind of ppl.. catch up with many frenz.. starting to feel more fulfillin.. at least this is the first time i feel such way bcoz of a job..

whcih is good thing aso.. haha..

met my lesbain partner.. mogana ger.. happy to see her happily married with a baby boy.. but somehow i aso sad tat i couldnt b with her when shes down la.. but i told her wiht my flexibility of work.. she could call me anytime.. realli miss our schl life manx..

nv took much pic recently.. so din upload.,.. hmmmmm... lets see.. is there any pics i wan to put up.. saw alot of very old pics wor.. hahaa..

memories manx!!

i loook so ugly last time!!!!! arrrrggggg!! so chubbbbbbbbbyyyy

2008-05-21T20:59:00.001+08:00

im back!!!

i did smth that all guys.. a. mayb not all guys will like..
haha.. stupid la.. but ok la.. wat am i talkin about??

babys playin game.. i was sitting beside him feedin him his food..
he very xin fu hoh.. haha..

like takin care of xiao hai zi like tat...

i wan a dog i wan a dog i wan a dog..

2008-05-19T03:46:00.003+08:00

wah.. been such a long time since i blogged le..

been very very busy lately.. haha.. for work.. but its a good thing wor..

baby have been very sweet to me too.. thhanx baby.. tolerating my foul temper.. sorri that i keep throwin my temper at u lately.. *so nice* heheee.. things will go for the better de.. hehe.. lots of hugs and kisses...

lets work hard together wor.. hee... for our future!!

2008-05-06T23:11:00.002+08:00

im getting all emotionaaaaaaaaaaaall....

in another less than 1 hr time....

its our 18 mths anniversary liao.. hehe.. 1 and a half year..

i know its a very short period compared to lots of my frenz arnd me.. but its realli meaningful to have my baby by my side all this while.. hehe.. the many ups and the little downs we have.. the things that we went through together..

everything seems like yesterday..

and i found the guy i going to spend my whole life with.. and thats u..

happy anniversary my baby sweetheart..

2008-05-04T21:11:00.005+08:00

somehow was disappointed with some sstuffs.. but i guess i will be ok.. nth much.. not abt work.. hahaa.. but abt human to human relationship.. haha.. but im strong enough for everything.. must be real independent!!

taken in the lift.. look so chubby lo.. look at my cheeks...

fall in love with this dress wen i go shopping.. but end up din buy.. haix.. like abit fat fat le.. realli must jian fei abit.. but nevertheless still pretty good rite the dress.. think shld buy it ma??
its 49.90 lo..

meeting baby for dinner.. wear like tat to meet him.. like nv wear short like tat hoh.. *shy shy* hahaha.. no lei.. got wear a white short inside... abit sexy wor...

my stupid fall tat result in this... see.. abit reddish.. and damn big la...

after a few days.. it bcome like tat.. so damn ugli lo.. sian dian.. luckily baby have been helping me to massage on itt.... tender loving care wor..

the cacooon baby.. been bullying him while hes trying to slp.. and in the end.. he covered himself with blanket to stop me from disturbing him..

today dinner with parents.. first on the list... rojak

sting ray...
and artistic view of my plate
and chilli crab.. had chilli crab two days in a row lo.. ydae aso have chilli crab with my baby.. den todae eat somemore.. not onli i going to b fatter.. and i going to b more heaty.. jia liat jia liat.. but nice nice la.. hehehe..

the end liao.. tml is going to b a brand new day brand new week.. i will jia you de.. ppoor baby going to b my venting maching again.. sorry ya sweetie for bringing u so much problems lately..

2008-05-01T20:00:00.002+08:00

wanted to blog all this while.. but like abit no time to blog le.. haha..

plus i tripped over on tue.. i like super suay on tuesday lo (this week onli ar).. no idea y.. took a pic of my badly blue black on my thigh.. but shall post it nx time.. coz haven upload into my lappy yet..

had a quarrel with baby juz now.. hao sad wor.. haha.. but ok liao la.. hee..

have breakfast with mom every sunday.. its like bcomin a routine le..

my breakfast

my mom and her breakfast

studied with baby..

he draw on my foot.. coz i put my legs on his laps..

revenge... hahaha.. my turn to draw on him.. revenge is sweeeeet.... oppx..

grandpa's bday party celebration.. haha..

bbq outside the house

my act cute cousin.. he suppose to be shorter than me de lo.. but now he taller than me liao...

cousinsss....

time to cut cake le wor...

then hoh.. my cousin took over my hp.. to.. bcome e photographer..

photographer for the day

i took back de hp again.. hahahahwahhahaa..

cute hoh.. they are twins...

nx day.. went to have lunch with parents...
went over to somewhere in amk to have dim sum.. super alot of ppl due to the tv coverage on them ma..

see.. i cant even see the basket.. so long queue..

menu

finally.

2008-04-26T22:23:00.001+08:00

i saw 2 accidents today!!

and i was involved in one of them.. luckily for mine.. noones injured..

but the other one tat i saw.. a very big long "container" truck was lying on its side.. and the worst is theres a car at the bottom of it.. literally flat.. white car in fact.. i think tml sure will have a report on it...

feeling a little lost.. how life is so vulnerable to its surrounding.. how a split second could change everything of your life..

~emo~

2008-04-23T23:24:00.002+08:00

ooooooooooooooooooooooooohhhh gosh...... beeen "growing" alot of pimples recently..

haha.. my long john silver, kfc, pizza hut, spring chicken and chicken cutlet have all been contributed to the growth of my pimples.. hahaa... had a very bad craving for deep fried foood for the longest time.. i practically eat fried food every single day and meal.. not only tat.. i took 2 breakfast.. all before 11am.. hw scarey can it be?? anywya.. is not i purposely wan to take breakfast twice.. its bcoz i forgotten tat i alreadi took my breakfast le.. den go order again with my colleague den end up eating twice.. hahaha... going to b a fat ger soon..

went meet my mom after work today at west mall.. haha.. need to return my mio console thingy to singtel.. but i forgotten abt de cable.. going to pop back tml again.. so sian lo..

bought a birthday pressie for my grandpa..

dunoe wat to write le.. abit mental block.. gonna wake up early tml.. meetin my manager...

2008-04-23T01:18:00.002+08:00

juz quitted my job... starting to miss my kids.. but i have to move on.. i will jia you jia you de wor.. heheee.. a new start. a new beginning...

anyway.... my lift is getting through a upgrading process.. and bcoz of that.. i have to go through tunnel.. haha.. like a transporter tat transport u into another place coz of the tunnel.. hahhaa... and abit smelly.. coz very confined ma..

the way to the lift!!!

the toilet is always de best place to take picture!! hehee

okay okay.. im juz a vainpot..

2008-04-19T23:39:00.003+08:00

just got back from my grandma's place... i miss my grandma.. haha..

a usual gathering with my family.. hehe.. and at the same time celebrate my cousin's birthday!!!

today... hehee.. i got a "camerawoman" to take some pics and videos on wats going on in my grandma' house.. haha.. im juz plain lazi rite? hahaha...

so here goes....

the reporter aka the camerawoman for today....

taaad aaaaa taaa daaaaaaaaaaa...

*clap clap clap*

tats the end!! hehe

2008-04-17T20:32:00.002+08:00

taaa daaaa... hws my new banner??

still tryin to make it nicer.. but for time being.. i will leave it this way...

anyway.. been going back to office for training lately.. haha.. so tired lo.. whole full days of training.. met some really good frenz there.. been close to 2 of them.. and one of them keep disturbing me lo.. -_- oya.. both of them are gers ar.. haha.. juz in case u all think otherwise..

shall put up the pics that i took with them when i upload them into my laptop..

meanwhile... shall post up some of the photos tat i uploaded last week...

my sweetheart.. too tired from his studies from the previous nite.. haha.. fall aslp while i help him print his notes.. hahaa... good girlfriend ma?? haha.. opppz.. anyway.. he was slping at my bottom mattress b4 jumpin up and squeeze biside me.. cute wor..

bought lunch for baby... see la.. eating and doin his proj at the same time.. poor thing

artistic view of my calculator..

my shoess...

takin photos of myself while watchin tv... so zi lian ba... opppppxxxx

preparin to meet baby..

and of coz many many more of me again...

our rings....

disturb baby while hes slping.. opppx..

and while im slping.. he did it to me... ahhh!!!! so bad of him lo.. can see him smiling??

and me me me again.. formal wear coz go back office for trainin ma..
haha..

with hairs up..

taaa daa.. hahaha.. meetin baby in awhile to pei him study again.. luckily tml onli got to work in the noon.. hahaha..

juz bought another korean drama series last nite wor.. a show tat i been wantin to catch since a few years back lo.. and i finalli get to see it.. at a cheap price too.. bought it at 10 bucks.. haha.. in a pasar malam lo.. have no idea why dvd getting cheaper nowaday.. but of coz its good for me la..

Song-yi is a girl with a pure heart with a bad temper. She was tricked and humiliated by her "best friend" Hee-won as a child. From then on, Hee-won has always been the princess and successful while everyone mistook Song-yi as the evil child. When Song-yi did not have a job, Hee-won introduced her to the amusement park that she is in charge of. There she found her childhood friend and ex-crush Hyun-sung, who Hee-won has "stole" when they were kids. From then on, Hee-won tried to humiliate Song-yi many times, framing her in many situations that Hee-won has created herself. To get back at Hee-won, she decided to break the train that the park was launching so that Hee-won would be blamed. Little did she know that she caused more damage and that the train caught on fire. What was worse was that the son of the president of the park was in the train. Ridden with guitl, Song-yi risks her own life to save the life of Seung-joon. Seung-joon fell in love with Song-yi for her brave spirit and charming attitude, but what will happen to their relationship when Hee-won exposes to the world of what she has done?

2008-04-12T17:37:00.003+08:00

Melvin says:
bt if u keep mi company for 2nght..i pay u gd price..
Melvin says:
my mum not in sg..so if u keep mi company at my house 2nght.i pay u gd price
BiWei says:
o..u cant afford
Melvin says:
hmm say lor...
Melvin says:
be reasonable lah..
Melvin says:
i willling offer u 1k
BiWei says:
but im not interested
BiWei says:
too bad
Melvin says:
if u serious.name ur price
BiWei says:
i alreadi say.. u cant afford le.. cant b bother to name u a price.. go find other ppl to accompany u ba

bastard!

2008-04-11T02:18:00.001+08:00

tryin out a new layout..--> here will be placed with pictures!!
give me mroe comments on the layout ya!! or use back the old one.. hehe.. cheers!

2008-04-10T22:46:00.004+08:00

im backkkkkk......

been a few days since i blog le...

bought another pairs of heel again today.. addin up to my collection to 7 pairs of shoes liao.. den have no idea y crazily go take de pictures of my shoes.. hehee.. but at least all have its own unqiue design wor.. not same design different colours.. hehe...

call me a shoe fanatic ba.. been crazily over shoes ever since i catch a particular movie whereby the girl will buy shoes whenever shes unhappy.. and so.... she has a whole cupboard of beautiful shoes which she seldom wear and might not wear at all.. but for me is different

WHY LE????

coz....... i got wear them ar... and i bought them in any mood lo.. not juz unhappy moood... i happy aso like to buy shoes.. i unhappy aso like to buy shoes.. jia liat lo.. haha.. opppx... this is real bad... come to think of it.. but then its onli 7 pairs.. more to come.. more to come... and tats for sure!!!

taaaaa daaaaa... all in differen colour wor

my oldest shoe.. but nice nice ar..

followed by this... nice red shoe.. hehhee.. love it..

this my workin shoe.. wear to work.. very si wen hoh..

and the boots tat i bought for new year this yr.. hehe...

the following 3 pairs are bought within 4 days lo.. opppppppppppppppppppxxx...

been eyein it for quite some time liao.. but juz.... a.. din buy it lo... hehe.. but in the end.. my heart juz simply wan this shoe.. and it look realli great on me.... and y i din buy it.. coz the heel very high lo.. hahaa.. but realli nice..

bought by my fren as a gift for my birthday.. i dun mind more shoes... hehehee.... nice rite...

and i juz bought this today... i need a flats lo.. all are heeels lo.. i will die manx.. and this look realli nice.. and sponsered by my mom.. lagi better.. hahaha....

tried to upload the video i took with karen they all durin my birthday dinner.. but it took forever to load lo.. and when i write this sentence abt it beeen soooooooooooooooooo slow to upload.. the upload is complete lo..

so qiao la...

there u gooo...

enjoy!!

dont mind the ugly me ar... i think i look kinda ugly in this video.. but its realli sweet of all of them... and of coz.. its very memorable sia...

2008-04-07T02:44:00.003+08:00

hmmm...

im back at ntu to study with baby...
whiles he busy studying for his quiz... im here to pei him coz dun wan him to b alone...

4th april...
was waken up by my ex-colleague.. he actually call me oon the phone and sing me a birthday song.. haha.. but reaalli sweet.. haha..

den prepare myself... make myself pretty pretty before heading towards jurong point..
*took some photos but haven upload... into my laptop yet*

went to popular to look at the stuffs.. i love to go bookshops.. but din go to bookshops for quite some time le.. even since i start work perhap.. think realli need to find the time to go clementi the "big bookshop" to take a walk.. remember when im still in poly, i could always go to the bookshop and stay there for a few hours. even my mom find it funny too. could always find my thoughts and my creativeness over at the bookshop..

anyway... while walking.. im waiting for baby to finish up his work from school.. and surprisely, he actually ended his presentation quite early and came over to meet me.. i stil thought i would have to wait for another hour or so for him..

went over to the mrt station to wait for him. always love the way he smiles wen he saw me. *blush*

went to but the tix for Three Kingdoms: Resurrection Of The Dragon before we head to arcade to play.. its been a long time since we stepped into arcade due to our busy schedule. been a long time since we catch a movie together too.

His country torn asunder by civil war, Zhao (Andy Lau), a commoner, heeds the call of duty. From the humblest of roots, he rises through the ranks on wings of courage to command an army charged with liberating the land from an evil warlord. Inspired by action, honour and a dream of unifying his divided nation, Zhao's heroism becomes a legend. But as the years pass and the throne changes hands, the war still rages on. When a newly enthroned king decides peace can only be achieved by defeating the warlords once and for all, Zhao embarks on his final and greatest campaign - a road to adventure that will crown his name in glory for all time.

hmm... the show is kind of draggy. plus maggie q is not realy pretty in this show.. abit disappointing.. but looking forward to catch the jackie chan and jet li show instead..

"The Forbidden Kingdom"
An American teenager who is obsessed with Hong Kong cinema and kung-fu classics makes an extraordinary discovery in a Chinatown pawnshop; the legendary stick weapon of the Chinese sage and warrior, the Monkey King.

With the lost relic in hand, the teenager unexpectedly finds himself traveling back to ancient China to join a crew of warriors from martial arts lore on a dangerous quest to free the imprisoned Monkey King.

The Forbidden Kingdom is a mega production starring Jackie Chan and Jet Li. Peter Pau (Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon) is director of photography.

after which.. we went over to fish n co to have our dinner..."the seafood platter for two.."

had a walk before we went back to his house..

its realli a sweet and simple birthday that i had.. but... its the companion that counts.. really feel very warmth to have baby beside me.. beside that.. he promise to compensate me to celebrate my birthday for 2 weeks after his exams.. haha...

5 april...
woke up... mop the floor as usual.. my routine for saturday... continue watchin my korean drama series...

*baby.. now lying on my lap while he study his notes...*

he came over to pick me up to go all de way to aloha loyang to attend agnes's 21st birthdae!! happy birthday ger.. stay pretty and cheerful always ya!!

after tat.. baby drove all the way back to jurong again.. so that we could take a cab down to meet up with his frenz to celebrate his fren's birthday..
he din wan to take de car as hes drinking..

and of coz.. many ppl were there.. de guys were drinking madly.. while the gers were madly taking photos of each other..

the birthday boy... is the common target for the guys... hes da first to be drunk..

took a cab home with baby and his frenz after that.. as all of us stays very near to each other...

today... slpt all the way.. woke up in the late afternoon and start watching my korean drama series... finishin it liao.. its quite nice la.. but its abit draggy in the middle.. hope that the ending will be tooo disappointing.. i would say that woman's life back then is really very torturing.. woman has no say no stands in everything. a play toy for the man, deserving no respect from them. it actually quite sad on the woman's part as they really suffered alot..

had a fabulous dinner... my parents ta bao lobster soup and salad prawn from jack's place for my dinner.. had a very nice fulfilling dinner.. hehee..

my life is realli quite fulfilling as many ppl out there actually dote me.. met many true frenz who cares alot of me.. many frenz who will stand by me when im on my down period...

heheeee...

2008-04-04T00:03:00.003+08:00

spend the first minute of my birthday with baby calling me on the phone.. wishin me.. and singing me a birthday song.. kana forced by me.. oppx.. hehheee...

hao xin fu wor...

going to spend a sweet and simple birthday with baby later... hehee

happy birthday to meee....

do i have three wishes??

hahaha...

i dun care.. i going to wish for my 3 wishes...

1. i hope my family and frenz will be happy, "soon soon li li" and "jian jian kang kang"
2. i hope i will succeed in the things im going to do....
3. last wish.. must shhh shh.. cannot say it out.. hehee..

2008-04-03T15:18:00.002+08:00

one more day to my birthday!!! wahoooo.... 18 yrs old.. from now on... is nian nian si ba... time realli flies when you are in ur twenties... suddenly feelin a little teeny weeny bit of my oldnesss.... haix..

went celebrating my bdae with the usual group of frenz... dajun, karen, wenjun and auntie.. met up with them at ps arnd 8.. den had our dinner at "fish market" or "the fish place" *forgotten the name of the cafe le*

but we waited quite long lo.. the waiter keep coming to us and tell us to wait for 5 mins.. den we keep teasing da jun that he likes him coz of his name.. (he leave his name as "moon") stuppid la... but keep laughing..

da jun help me squueze the lemon onto the food.. he actually squeeze too hard and spilled a little on me... at the same time auntie.. pass me his present... i was like telling him that u passed me the oresent at a wwrong time.. while i busy wiping off the juice from my hand.. he passed me the present.. makin me abit hand busy leg messy.. den he still dare to say he purposely.. wenjun and karen aso pass me the present...

after dinner... i recommend a dvd shop to them.. haha. was telling them how cheap they are selling lo. went over to tat shop.. all of them bought shows from there except me.. haha.. good recommendation lo. coz everyone bought something from there..

after that we actuallly stay outside a particular shop for some time... took lots of pictures and a video.. very stupid lo the video.. they make me open up the present wenjun and karen bought.. is a nightie... silky with lace.. so paiseh.. hahhaa..

but the video is realli dumb la.. but we keep laughing lo.. haha.. shall upload the pic when i get the photos from wenjun..

den home sweet home for us...

went home.. continue watching my hwang zhen yi.. its realli very nice lo.. but the love story between her and the guy kind of sad... poor thing..

den talk to baby for a while before i go to bed......

if anyone wan to buy present for me... i wan shoe shoe shoe shoe shoe.. hahhaa..
opppx... abit tooo direct liao hoh.. but dun care. i wan shoe shoe shoe shoe....

2008-03-31T22:59:00.004+08:00

its 11pm and... where am i?? im at ntu now with baby and his frenz..

hmmm.. i aso dunoe what to write.. sista says i could write about *spp*
but abit sian to write about tat.

juz upload some of the random pictures that i took from the past..

took alot of zilian pics but then lazy to upload...

taaaa daaaaaa... showing u the guys that i adoreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

my lovable kids... they are so so so ke ai lo.. super love them lei....

and of coz not forgetting my baby toooo...

and and my dearest daddy...

ooooooooooooooooooooooooooo... immm sooooo loved...

come to think about it... i think this post abit bo liao.. hahaha

2008-03-29T00:22:00.005+08:00

been thinking alot recently which really cause me of my sleep. not been sleeping well either. this is real bad. but realli hope that i will feel better soon.

i first met sweetie in a particular kfc resturant in jurong west. today, after watching the advertisement on kfc in sweetie's home, we decided to get our dinner from kfc.
we walked from his house to the kfc that we first met. while walking there, i exclaimed loudy to baby that we going to the place we first met. sweetie smiles. love it whenever sweetie tat way.

had a talk with baby wen he send me home. it helps by relieving my stress a little. but i still feel a bit "out of place" from my mind and heart. *haha*

thanx baby for the advices...

jiayou wor sweetie.. hope you have a nice sleep now.. many hugs and kisses to accompany you to sleep..

hmmmmm... better dont talk about unhappy stuffs... coz i know i can do better than that..

lets continue to talk about the things that im crazy over......

not jus biscuits from marks and spencer..
not jus ou xiang ju.....

but where to buy my ou xiang ju at a cheap price....

haha

i going to reveal where im going to buy my dvds..

jus bought this @ 10 bucks...

The story of Hwang Jin Yi, the famous 16th century Gisaeng.

This story is about the life of Joseon-era dancer, musician and poet, Hwang Jin Yi, who seeks perfection in her art relentlessly and the hardship facing women due to their lowly social status.

Hwang Jin Yi (Ha Ji Won) is the illegitimate child of a noble and Heon Keum (Jun Mi Sun), a noted musician gisaneg. The story centers on the four men in her life and her pursue in the art of dancing. Her first love with a nobleman's son Kim Eun Ho (Jang Geun Suk) ends in tragedy. Her love affair with Kim Jung Han (Kim Jae Won) does not have a happy ending either. Byuk Kye Soo (Yoo Tae Joon) is the Emporer's relative who are obsessed with her and tried every trick but still could not have her. Finally there is her devoted bodyguard Yi Saeng (Lee Shi Hwan) who never deserted her in times of need. Meanwhile, there is Bu Yong (Wang Bit Na) who not only is Hwang Ji Yi's rival in dancing but also in love.

so so cheap.. been wanting to watch this when they screen in tv.. but i have no idea why i din catch it. so when i see this deal.. i have no choice to make but to BUY THIS DRAMA SERIES.

but of coz i going to buy more drama series from this place and add to my so-called new hobby!!!

and of coz... wheres this place lei... be patience wor.....

i have not finish talking about it... hahaha..

imagine.................

they are aso selling this for 10 bucks...

its sooooo soooo sooooo cheap lor... cant believe it.. coz other stores are selling much more expensive than this price. "but im not going to get it la.. coz i juz catch this on tv...."

but....... im going to buy this....

even though i already watched it le.. but have no idea why i wan to watch it again.. hahaha...

anyway..

all this shows can be bought in BLUE MAX... theres an outlet in suntec la.. can go and take a look... hopefully i will buy more nice shows from there and enjoy myself!!! movie freak ya...

feel like drinking a cup of milk before i go to bed.. sleep tight sweet dreams everyone!!!!

2008-03-27T03:22:00.003+08:00

http://www.youmaker.com/video/sv?id=62f43fbc7f3c4c1c88d22b60a1df2282001&f=fs

this is damn bloody good lo.. juz click and watch.. its a magic show.. a life magic show which is real good.. wont regret watching this clip.. its realli awesome..

2008-03-27T02:19:00.002+08:00

where am i now lei??

im in baby's school "studying" with him.
hes playing games with his frenz while im playing viwawa and now blogging.. hehee.. gosh... so y in the hell we came to school for?? abit bo liao rite?

been crazily stucked with this show!!

it started with a kissss......

the show is damn sweet and funny with the lead actress as a very clumsy lady who is superly in love with the lead actor. but the lead actor is like a robot.. expressionless and a super genius.

its a one sided love by the lead actress. but as time goes by..... the lead actor fall in love with her unknowingly. its only when the lead actress decided that its time to give up and accept another guy's love when the lead actor realised that he needs her in his life.

and of coz like any other ou xiang ju.. they got married... but do they live happily together? a... should be ba.. isnt all ou xiang ju end like that.. but i realli tempted to watch the 2nd series.. but i been stopping myself not to as i dont wan to go crazy over it and spend many nights to finish watching the whole series.

and not juz this show.. im equally crazy over marks and spencer's biscuits.. been buying quite alot of biscuits from there.. and its really very very very very nice to eat lo.. superly crazi over them..

below are some pictures that i found online that i bought.. hehee.. differnt packaging as they are not from singapore.. hehee..

this is one of my favourite... hehee... very very nice.. chocotish yet not sweet and u juz cant stop eating.. but damn expensive... 6 dollars plus for juz a pack.. quite nice la.. but i dun realli like jam.. hehe.. but still very nice to eat.. bought twice le.. first for my baby sweetheart den for my mom.. hehehe.. its actualy jam in the middle.. and cream in between the two biscuits.. worth buying.. its onli 3 dollars plus plus
this is nice too..but then my love is still towards chocolate..
this has a little orangy taste...

it wont be long before i finish eating all different kind of biscuits from marks and spencers.. shall took more pictures lo.. i realise that its been a long time since i took pictures and after uploading my previous pics into my lappy.. my handphone has no picture lo...

my sweetx.. aso getting thinner le.. so sad.. hao bu rong yi fatten him to bai bai pang pang.. now juz bcoz of school work.. and lack of slp... he actually lost quite alot of weight.. poor him.. been trying hard to fatten him nowadae.. feeding him with lotsa of fattening foood.. but doesnt seem to work now.. jia you wor baby.. grow fatter ar!!!

2008-03-25T16:14:00.000+08:00

arg!!! my mood super bad wor.. hahhaaa.. oppz..

2008-03-17T22:53:00.002+08:00

Me zi-lianing in my school toilet.. paiseh ar.. juz like the way i wear like tat to schl ma.. hehe.. hip hip teacher rite?

I foung this is Daiso while shopping for some stuffs.. its LA BI XIAO XI de chocolate biscuits wor. i see liao.. quickly go buy coz i wan to taste how does the biscuit tastes like and why he loves it sooooooo much.. but taste not bad la.. very cripsy.. its tat de term to describe biscuits? haha..

my cousssssiinn.. cute rite?? and y isnt she smiling..? coz she lost her front teeth. same like my kids. whenever i take pictures of them, they wont smile with de teeth and when i say i wan to see ur teeth.. they keep laughing and shaking their head..." i dont have teeth la.. very ugly to smile..."

and of coz evreytime i onli take picture of my clothing.. its time to give some credit to my foot wear.. one of my new yr footwear tat follows me all round to bai nian.. another one is a boot.. but den hoh.. haven take the picture of the shoes yet... haha.. but nice nice rite?? love it wor.. and somemore very ex ar.. luckily is my dad pay for it de.. nice nice daddy.. love u lots..

me and my cousin again.. and whats inside our mouths?? its de plum sweet.. big and nice.. the colour very nice lo.. golded in colour de.. but de quality not tat good.. so din capture it realli nicely.. but hoh.. look very ke ai rite?? kewaii nehx!!!

2008-03-16T01:41:00.001+08:00

怎么能忘时间多长
你快乐吗想代替你回答
你知道吗走了好远
我才能去面对
这份牵挂沉默伤悲
你要的不是我
心碎的失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动
能给的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩饰不了我的笨拙
就连说话都会颤抖
我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落
我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落

2008-03-11T13:29:00.002+08:00

pics time~~~~~~

vday!!

on the road

den hoh.. i abit lazy to post the pics le.. nx time ba..

2008-03-11T00:17:00.003+08:00

haha.. nowaday like abit sian to blog.. hee.. but i will try la.. been feeling tired... a.. i think for a period of time le.. my sweetx also busy with his studies.. poor thing. hes getting thinner and thnner each time i see him. abit heart pain wor. think its time for me to stuff my sweetx up again.

other than that. things are still pretty ok. hopefully.. i will find de energy to post up the pics real soon...

to my sweetx.. lots of hugs and kisses to accompany you to sleep..

and to my kids.. i love you all!!! hehee...

2008-03-02T14:19:00.002+08:00

its been a long time since i blog. hehe.. coz was busy playing games.. paiseh ar.. anyway.. realise gt a number of photos tat i din post.. expecialli.. v-day with baby *took some nice pics*.. meeting up with jomel.. and of coz my kids.. wait till im more free from my game.. till den.. take care everyone!!

2008-02-27T17:13:00.000+08:00

first time went into the police station to lodge a report..
with baby for the first time wor.. not many couple can do tat.. ooooo... soooooo romantic....

im juz trying to sound nice nice lo.. i rather the incident dont happen at all.. and it just bcoz of a small small stupid thing.. and waste my entire nite.. and of coz makin me have phobia over some stuffsss... haix..

2008-02-14T00:03:00.001+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day!!!

2008-02-12T16:00:00.000+08:00

done by my love love.. hehee.. hes pri 2 this yr...

2008-02-12T13:58:00.000+08:00

New Year's Entry

*im tired. so cant really think much ar.. abit anyhow write. pardon me..*

06/11/08 New Year Eve
Missed my breakfast in the morning as the school canteen is closed and was hungry for the entire morning. worked for half day before going back home.

as usual for every new year. i wil have reunion lunch with my parents. packed and clear some stuffs that still lying around my table.

had a short nap before preparing to get to my grandma's place for reunion dinner with my family.

wore this for my reunion dinner. wanted to look red red.

and of coz after dinner. its mahjong time with my relatives.

after mahjong. its home sweet home. wore my new pyjamas to slp.

07/02/08 Chu 1
busy busy first day!

my mom woke me up in the morning. had my breakfast. den preapre to get ready for the day.

decided to wear this on the first day. really love this dress. coz its really very nice. love the prints. hehee..

as usual....
went to my dad's factory first for prayer.. bai bai my dad has a smooth workin days for the current year. after that went over to my grandma's place (dad's side) meet up with all the grandaunties and granduncles. and of coz ang pao exchange. boyfriend aso came over to bai nian with my relatives.

den we go off first.. had some quiet moment to ourselves as its aso our anniversary. hehe.. was quite surprised by baby.

went over to baby's aunt place to bai nian... before we went over to my grandma(mom's side) house. i think baby love it there.. with da da yi yi disturbing him.. hahaha.. played 3 6 mahjong for the first time. so scarey... coz playing with all the pros, my grandma plus 2 uncles. but i super heng coz i keep getting the tiles that i want. otherwise think i realli going to lost alot. baby's my lucky charm.. hehe..

08/02/08 Chu 2

kinida like this outfit.. hehehee..

had roti prata for breakfast before going to my si yi's (4th aunt) place. reached there. had steamboat for lunch and of coz more gambling... hehee..

after that.. went over to my da yi's (1st aunt) place for dinner. and of coz more gamblin.. *oppz abit not in the mood to think about wat to write...*

09/02/08 Chu 3

went to my da jiu house and stayed for the entire day.. gambled as usual..

den had dinner at a kopishop... while waiting for the food.. took alot of pics...

xi nu ai le...

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gay cousins??

we aso celebrate our grandma's bdae!!

went to my uncle's (dad's side) after tat.. its my cousin's bdae celebration.. plus of coz mahjong!!!

mahjong finalist!!! haha.. the blue vs the red!! mixed double! blue team(my mom and my dad) red team (my uncle and his wife)

after that, went over to auntie (lijia's house) to play mahjogn again!! hahaa.. played with my cousin plus da jun plus auntie... until 5+ lo.. so so so so so tired...

10/02/08 Chu 4

went to xiao jiu house followed by xiao yi. am so tired lo. coz of the nite mahjong!

11/02/08 Chu 5

went home early after work today. coz mom's frenz coming over to bai nian plus celebrating of mom's bday! so have to go home early to help out!

ok liao.. i very lazi to write le.. tats all~~~~~ ciaoz!

2008-02-12T00:50:00.000+08:00

did a little video clips on the clothes i wore during the new year... hehehe.. will blog about how i spend my new year and the many many pictures that i took during new year real soon... meanwhile enjoy!!!

and another thing i would like to blog about or i might just forgotten about it. I am so so so happy today. coz my beloved kid.. my lovable amos did a card for me. shall upload tomorrow in school. not only that a girl too give me a card. they are so sweet. love them love them. i love my kids!!!!

cny entry coming up...... b patient wor!!!

2008-02-07T00:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

HUAT AH!!!!

2008-02-05T21:59:00.000+08:00

whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

its going to be new year in like.. less than 2 days time....

im so so so tired... been like so busy..

hmmm..

juz did a little surprise for baby.... hehee..
know that he love to eat clams with steamboat.. and has forgotten to get them while shopping.. and today is a busy day for him coz hes has to go back to schl to have meeting with his group members on their projects.. most prob will b very tired after he got back home.... soooooo... as a sweeeeet prettty beautiful smart.. a... cute... a...... ermz.. pretty pretty.. (oppz... dont puke... im juz joking about it..... ) gf of his.. i decided to give him a little small surprise.... went down to the shops near his place after work today.. bought the few cans of clams.. and brought it to his house.. placed it in a drawer.. and leave his place to get my dinner before going home...

and of coz... i called him to "remind" me to call me when he reached home..

which he did..

den... i ask him to "help" me to do smth.. lying to him that i leave smth in tat drawer.. so ask him to open up so that he could remmeber to pass it to me the next time we meet.. and he was like..... "a....aaa.... a.. when u come to my house one.. are you at my house now.. " in his excited tone.. always love to hear his excited tone as well as him smiling unknowingly bcoz of me.. hehe.. oppz.. anyway.. i replied..."at home la.. u wan me to use my housephone to call u..." den straight after tat.. he keep asking when i come.. which i "act blur" and in the end he asked his father and grandma.. haha.. cute lei.. hehe.. hope u like it wor... coz i know u will b tired after ur meeting..

after that.. went to the market near my bf's place.. its like crowded with people and people and people.. decided to get 2 sticks of finger food before i headed home...

at one point.. i suddenly feel emotional... suddenly feel the toil of my tiredness.. nearly wanted to collapsed in public.. coz dont have the strength.. haha.. have no idea why.. think too tired le ba

this yr seems to be a little disappointing... coz.. till now i still cant feel the excitment of new year... except to buy new clothings.. and spring cleaning.... but other than that.. i din feel anything at all... been thinking about it.. is it because of work?? coz... u feel very tired and this causes u not to enjoy the things that u used to enjoy.. realised that work has took up alot alot of ur time and strength... i realli starting to feel tired le wor.. hahaha..

wanted to post photos... but decided to post up.. mayb after new yr.. hehee... paiseh la.. lazi..

till now...... waited for the photos patiently hoh.... spring cleaning time..

p/s: thanx baby for been so sweeet recently.. hehee..

2008-01-31T22:57:00.000+08:00

I finally send out the letter(email)
suddenly feel a little emotional.. juz wanna vent abit over here.. but plz.. anyone who see this entry dont ask wats going on.. coz i wont entertain u at all.......

and dont try ur luck too.. 100% no answer or reply from me wen i see such qn regarding this entry...

heart feelin so heavy.. haix... have i made the right decision..... but cant help feeling sad....

arggggg....................................

2008-01-28T23:39:00.001+08:00

ding ding dong dong...

was busy this few days... but dont know why.. keep playing with my lappy in my so called free time and edited some of my pics..
hahaha..

i going to blog here for a while den i will ciao.. go bath den back to my stuffs le... hahaa.. going to be like that for the next few days.. must jia you jia you wor!!

put up the pictures taken with baby sweetie as one... whenever i looked at this pic.. i will feel my xin fu-ness is overwelming.. hehee.. why le? coz me and baby has really gone through alot of things.. b4 we got together.. our first month.. our 2nd month.. our little getaway.. our peak at the top of the pyramid.. our ou xiang ju zhi wen... our portrait with the merlion.. chinese new yr celebration.. attending weddin dinner together.. our rings.. and so much so much more.. hehee..
tats why the pic is now my wallpaper for my lappy.. everytime i on my lappy.. the first thing tat greet me is this pic.. and i will feel so warmth inside me..

baby wor.. u r my xin fu wor..

edited picturess.....

our ou xiang ju zhi wen.. love this picc... coz lei... the original pic realli has the circle shadowery effect lo.. tats why we always call it de ou xiang ju pic lo.. hehee.. love this pic..

my super "ugly" charming beng beng baby sweeeeeeetx.. with his attitude face hoh.. hahaha.. this pic is taken super long time ago.. one yr back liao lo..
nice hoh the effect.. haha.. like card stand like tat..
my memories le.. our little getaway.. hahaha.. baby ar.. when is our trip ar?????

and of coz... there are more pictures to come from my hp.. hahaa.. taken a few pics from the last few days. but busy la.. when im more freeeeeee and..... took more pics... den i upload.. meanwhile will ask my dear sweeeet loving students to help me take more pictures of themselves.. like my gers they actually took my handphone and take pictures of themselves while im working lo.. super zhi dong rite.. hahahaa.... mayb i will take some boys this time.. and coming wednesday will be cca day.. and my beloved loving.. ai ai boy boy will be there.. coz he join my cca.. he soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute lo.. my lovely norman.. hehe.. as chubby and shuai... oh gosh.. cant control my excitment.. baby dont jealous ok?

miss you baby............................................................. many hugs and kisses send to you while u sleeping wor................... heheheee..................

2008-01-25T09:35:00.000+08:00

when i think everything is so perfect..
shit always happen..

ji tao sian diao..
haix..

i dont want to say hurtful things.. yet i feel that its de case...

SHE is the case again..

2008-01-23T21:11:00.001+08:00

its been some time since i upload my pics.. and i decided to upload my recent taken pictures today!!

first up on the list....... baby and me taken by yang during weiming and caihui's wedding. realli love this pic alot coz its really very nice lo. one of my top favourite pic..

jus simply love this pic...

went shopping with baby sweeetie last weekend.. intialli wanted to buy new year clothes.. and in the year.. but in the end we keep looking at formal wear lo.. my baby dearest loook so suave in his formal wear.. and somemore theres sales going on.. so.. hahaha.. we spend a bomb in g2000.. but we really need to go shopping again to have our shopping done for new year clothings.. love going shopping with baby..

took one pic in the changing rooom.. hehehe.. formal wear.. nice nice ma??

as promised.. the picture of crab.. look not bad hoh.. but de photo quality not tat good.. tats y not so yummy.. hahaa..

and this rojak meatball.. the lady recommend us.. coz its a new dish.. den we decided to give it a try.. wanted to take a pic of the prawn.. but then.... the food.. is tooooo tempting le.. in the end.. i start eating with my hands and cant take a pic of the prawn....

and yesterday............................................... we had crab again!!! sri lanka crab.. paid 39 bucks for one crab lo.. but really worth it.. very tasty and very big lo.. hehe.. nice nice.. love it...

my new shoes causes all this.. its been a few days since i been wearing plasters like clothings.. coz go work.. i put on new plasters.. come home.. i take out de plasters... haha.. but pain pain wor..

hehee... my students!!!! the 3 gers who aLway pop by my office to look for me.. very ke ai and lovely.. hehe..

2008-01-22T02:26:00.000+08:00

i am very very very very very very very very angry..

damn super pissed off

imagine yourself wholeheartedly want to protect your loved ones and in the end what happen? your loved ones just dont understand and im become the so-called sore loser.

what de hell..

super pissed off lo..

da damn shortie arse.. what " im very honest.." honest my fooot la...

try showin ur damn f**k up attitude to my mom... arse hole.. think about him.. blood boils like mad.

show what angelic "honest" side when de devil horns super high up.. kns!

but i really cannot juz swollen down this pride lo. wholeheartedly want to protect my loved ones from being cheated by some arses.. but in the end.. im a sore loser.. super sian diao lo.. very mad at this..

2008-01-19T14:22:00.000+08:00

my new lappy is here.. and im using it to write this blog.. hahhaa..

seems ok la de lappy.. juz feel it weird that i not as excited as i think i would b if one day i own a lappy..

mayb been holding on to a lappy for too long from the school. tats y the excitment juz dies off. haha.. but nevertheless.. its my personal laptop wor..

den my music player only got one song...

jia liat.. i super tired lo.. no idea why..

2008-01-15T10:48:00.000+08:00

im on leave today but got something on. on leave like nv on leave like tat.

last night, went shopping with mummy. initialli is to get some dinner out at jurong point before going home. but in the end, we start to shop and i bought alot of stuffs for new year. 2 tops. 1 bottom, 2 lingeries and 2 shoes.. (1 for new year 1 for work) shall not disclose what i have bought for new year until later. then will have surprise ma..

in the end spend a sum of more than 200 bucks in just a night.

xin tong again lo.

plus the lappy, i really spend a bomb this month. and the *fortune show* is soooo right, its says that i going to lost alot of money in january. gosh!

not only that, i still need to buy one more set of clothings. probably for the first day as i realise that the clothings that i have bought is not RED enough.. haha.. first day of new year ma. as red as possible den will be propersous. like *gong gong* like that.. oppppx..

really spend alot of money ar.... need to eat grass for the next two months le.

baby and me recently keep having cravings for crab. been eating quite often. think going to eat again this coming week. shall post up the pictures that i took of the crab next time.

got to go!!!!!! ding dong ding dong

2008-01-11T11:25:00.001+08:00

juz bought a lappy.. yeah.. first gagdet.. expensive gadget tat i bought for myself..

crazy ba..
but now after buying it.. suddenly feel a pinch of pain pain lei..

coz my money is decreased by quite a sum....

arg!!

~~~~~~~~xin tong~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2008-01-09T02:59:00.000+08:00

super paranoid

super sian

super wu liao

super angry

aaaaaaaaaaaarggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

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2008-01-09T00:49:00.001+08:00

pictures time....

on 6/1/08... caihui &weiming's wedding...

Group photos....

joe & karen... hehe.. the menu...

baby dearest and me........

shit lo.. i look so fat..very chubby le.. sian diao.. need to jian fei for xin nian.. otherwise not nice lei..

baby and yuan qiang.. his good buddy.. they are so scare tat i took video instead of phototakin
me and baby again.. hehee...

xiyang, baby's fren took a picture of us using his handphone.. the picture is realli nice..love it alot.. coz look very nice and sweet.. shall upload nx time.. hehee..

videos time..

baby and frenz kana tricked by me.. thinking tat im taking photo instead of videoo...

another video.. our turn to kana tricked by baby's fren.. hahaha.. stupid la..

2008-01-07T00:43:00.000+08:00

im sooooo tired.. juz return from caihui and weiming's wedding dinner..
caihui is sooo beautiful today and weiming look like bai ma wan zi lo... hehee

after the wedding dinner... baby sweetx, me, xiao hui, wei jian, hui qi, xi yang and yuan qiang went over to geylang for supper. crazy hoh.. eat so much.. hahhaa..

chit chat awhile den go home le.. so tired lo.. shall post the pictures up tommorow.... hehee

2008-01-05T23:17:00.000+08:00

i reached home le...

juz now play mahjong... with... hahhaa.. my baby only..
crazy ba... i guess not many ppl will do such things lo..
2 players mahjong.. hahaa...
but quite fun la... coz we keep teasing each other..

and of coz with our usual betting.. hahaha.. tat make things more interesting ar..
been playing daidee, blackjack and now mahjong lo.. crazy us.. like so freaky gamblers who keep betting.. and my luck is like super suay lo.. lost up to 80 points lo.. crazy lo..

den how we play mahjong le..

5folds - 1 point
6folds - 2 points... and so on la..

both of us game 11 folds once.. hahaa..

crazy lo..
but super fun..coz i keep making fun of him...

picture time...

3/1/08
while jumping down the staircase of my school.. i stop halfway and took a pic of myself.. haha.. i know i too zhi lian le la... paiseh wor.. haha.. but isnt it wat u wan to see... PICTURES!!!!

4/1/08
took a picture of myself before i went to meet my boyfriend baby.. hehheee... look so fat..haix.

5/1/08

while babys "ignoring" me.. i entertain myself by..... taking picture again. hahhaa..

seeee... my cuteeeeeeee baby.. another zhi lian...
haoooooooooooooooooooo shuai wor..... my loveeey
he finalli wear finish everything le.. so cute rite.. den wen he take out his clothes.. he put everything nicely on the hanger lo.. haha....

now hes out for thier bachelor nite... haha.. hope he wil b back fast.. miss him liao lo

2008-01-05T20:45:00.000+08:00

hohohoo....

i at baby's house now.. and he is "ignoring" me...
hahhaa

hes busy "test-wearing" *ever heard of this dumb word.. dumbo guy come out with dumb word lo.. heard of test drive.. but test wear??? no-no-no

tml is weiming's wedding lo. and now baby trying to see whether he can fit into his pink top with tie.. haha.. so cute hoh him.

shall take a few pictures of his dumbo look and post it later on.. wen i upload it.. hehehe...

meanwhile.. i shall take lots of snapshoot of tat dumbo baby... ciaozzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2008-01-04T21:39:00.000+08:00

oh gosh.. im having a little pms feeling wor..
like abit bad mood wor.. tats bad..
mayb tired ba..
haix..

2008-01-03T11:18:00.000+08:00

at work lo..
second day..
so so so tired..

no idea why tooo.. hahaha..

saw some pri 1.. kinda cute lei.. short short small small de..

ooooo..

tired ar...

but i going to leave my blog to 4 entries.. hahaha.. coz 4s my favourite no..
so nx time all of u onli can see 4 entries that i have written.. hahahahahaa...

2008-01-01T21:58:00.001+08:00

im back..crazy me.. two blog entries in a day..

good ba??

heee.. went shopping with mom this afternoon..so tired.. coz slp at 5+ lo.. den woke up arnd 10+..and still alittle giddy..

but a happy trip la..bought a bag from bonia..

my first pic of the year 2008 with my baby dear dear

so qiao rrite??? both of us wearing strips... telepathy...

went out with mom today.. wear like tat go town.. hahaha..

my lovely red slippers.. hehehee.... shall take one pic with baby tooo..

the star buy if today!! but the photo quality not good la.. hahaha... but i love love love...
nice nice rite????

sooooooooooooo tired.. going to slp le... ciaoz ppl..have a nice yr ahead

2008-01-01T11:19:00.001+08:00

first of all............

Happy New Year

1/1/08
its 11.22am on the first day of the year.

took my first pic with baby on the first day of the year.

was at the club and a pub on the first day of the year.

was at the same location wen the time strike 12 with my crazy cousin for the first time.

took my first panadol of the year. (so fast hoh)

got my first kiss, first hug from my baby.

first cup of the alcoholic drink.

first rashes. (oppx)

first cab ride.

first time see my fren drunk.

first day of the year to reach home at 5am.

first giddy. first headache. first naueseous feeling

first time go butter factory.

hahaha.. opppz... i cannot recall anything le...hahaa..

went to my uncle's place on the last day of 2007. had dinner before joining all the aunties to play mahjong. i always lost to them whenever i play with them. but surprising. after canon a 4 dbls. i was on my winning side... for the next few rounds.. i keep zi mo-ing lo.. hahaa.. got back my lost.. and even earn.. only played for nan-feng and xi-feng. coz was meeting baby and frenz...

my uncle drive my cousin and me down to east coast park to meet her frenz first.. they were having a small birthday celebration for their fren. a brunch of crazy kids. hahaha.. *but i so shy*

after that we shared a cab down to clark quay.. meetin them at butter factory.
was there quite early.so waited for them. after that talked awhile before enterin. was in the queue went baby saw my cousin. she was lining up infornt of us lo.

went in the club.had our countdown. drink abit.out of a club. hahaha.. its really that fast lo.. i think we pay de coverage charge for countdown only. stupid rite? dont really like clubbing. not my cup of tea. and luckily my sweeetie also dont like.

went down to pool junction, our usual hangout drinking session. was having giddy spells and headache.. lunckily ask baby to bring panadol for me..tot eat le will feel better.. but no lo.. worst.. hahaha.. i think de medicine causes drowziness.. hahhaa.. opppx..

bcoz we dint celebrate one of the frenz' bday.. haha.. the boss give him a birthday drink. the drink super power de. baby drank tat before and he was seh the whole nite through.. for his fren aso.. hahhaa.. heard its very very strong. and sean, our fren was actually a good drinker lo. and he aso cannot take it.while playing games.his alertness also super low.the very first time seeing him like that. but hes very cute whens hes drunk.shld take a video and show him.hahaha..

went to baby's house so that he could drive and send me home. was very sick then. feel very xin ku. can see babys very worried for me. sorrie ar baby for being a little paranoid. hee.. coz feeling very xin ku. thats y keep craving for your attention.. hahaa... *sorrrieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....muack*

hehee.. i must update more often lo.. hahaa.. dun wanna my blog grow fungus...
shall use my stupid camera more often.. realli hate that camera..oppzx.. even though its a bdae prezzie by my parents.. but dont like de function la... hahaha... but nvm la.. use for the time being.. wait till i gt extra money den buy.. hahaa...

happy newwwwwwwwwww year everyone...

2007-12-30T16:07:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i blog le..haha. time to update about my life.
finally upload the many many pics taken via my handphone up to the computer..

zi-lianing pic up... dun vomit ar...

wearing baby's jacket... so long lo.. and big..hahahaa.. but look quite nice hoh..like tat wear.. kind of like this pic coz look nice nice ma..look taller.. n thinner

loooook so shag lo..was doing report with baby in mac..din slp much either the nite before.. haha

juz bathed..look quite chubby hoh...

was waiting for baby to pick me up to meet his frenz... den cant resist the temptation to snap a few pics la.. haha.. typical wor..

and of coz my super yandao cute cute baby sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetieeeee... shuai shuai hoh... in the car driving still wanna act cute... haha.. charming..

wearing formal wear.. and i aso wearing something nice lo.. we look so extra in the kopishop.. haha.. juz wanna ta bao nia.. he dun wan to take the pic de.. but bobian.. kana "forced".. poor thing.. saw something pink in his head... its my pink hairband lo..i was wearing it when he snatch over and wear it lo.. vainpot.. but look quite sweeeeet on him hoh.. hahahaa...

busy doing his report..while i disturb him by taking photos...

finally caught his attention.. at least he spare me that few seconds to take pic before going back to his report.. hahahaa...

interesting lunch box right??

look at the egg...soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo kewaiiiiiiii nehx

this lappy is sooooo small..smaller than the monitor lo..

this pic is jin diao lo... taken in macdonald.. while talking to auntie aka lijia..

while talking to him..this auntie was slping and she keep going down n down n down..

den i will keep talking halfway den..."ahhh ahhhh... yao te dao le..ahhhh...." when she keep lower and lower herself... power lo.. her waist strength... i tot she will bomb on the seat lo.. but not once she fall lei.. amazing!!

da jun's 21st birthday lunch.. but din took pic with the birthday boy.. coz hes busy entertaining his frenz.. so as our usual bo-liao routine..... picture taking!!!

Wen Jun, Karen and me!!!

Karen and me...oh gosh.. look so fat standing beside her lo..

Me and Celine (Karen's sista)

and my lunch lei...................... yummy steak... look yummy right??? it can be done with a good photographer... *ahem ahem* me... oppx.. *paiseh*

my cute little cousin!!!

went shopping too.. been taking some pictures in the changing room. haha. and making decisions on whether i should buy the clothes.

the yellow top is mine la. but is the bottom... abit interested in that bottom.thinking whether i should buy anot. 40 bucks. can wear as a formal working wear. but look like auntie going market rite? advice wor.... hahhaa.. coz quite tempted to buy but abit steep ar the price.

shld i or snldnt i???

A vintage dress ba. but mummy dearest say not nice. look old old.. but i think its pretty ok lei.. but its not worth the money la.. 70 bucks for an old-looking dress.. in the end din buy.

i love this short so so so so so so much lo..its yellow in colour with light bluish and whitish strips. its like so so so nice lo. and im so tempted to buy this shorts everytime i saw it hanging on the hanger whenever i happend to walk past it. even now. but 40 ++ bucks.. not really worth it right? advice wor!

always wanna buy an off-shoulder top, but its in black la. but due to the influence of my sweetie baby.. red become our next big thing lo. all reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed. we also have a matching red slippers wor.. hehe..

love this dress alot. even though i keep telling myself its a no-no to tube dress. but its juz so irresistible. finally bought this dress after thinking for a long time lo. and i could wear this for weiming and caihui's wedding which will b held next week. yeah!

but at the end of the day, i think my own clothing is the nicest of all. haha.. oppx!

in the end, im so cold while waiting for my mom to finish her shopping that i just took the shirt that she wanted to buy as my "newly founded" shawl. my mom still say realli loook like shawl lo. -_-

taken on the last day of school... my beloved sweetheartsssss... they are truly very loveeeely...

actually quite fun lei.. to do photo entry.. haha.. like more interesting..

2007-12-15T06:44:00.000+08:00

im in pain
zhen de hao xin ku

2007-11-26T01:38:00.000+08:00

I will be ok!
i know i always do..
but thanx to baby. have to tahan my unreasonable mood swings.
at the end of the day, i know i could stand up and be stronger than before.

my determination and ambition will bring me to a higher level..
have to jia you lo..
hehee..
and with baby by my side.. nothing wil bring me down.. *ermx.. mayb for a while la.. if really nothing is impossible.. but i will stand up as fast as possible*

but realli thanx to baby alot for the past few days.
must entitled this entry to him lo.
my unreasonable attitude max out lo.
think hes must be suffering alot from my phone calls and unreasonable demands.

sorry baby!

i will work hard to prove the rest that im capable of doing wat i want.
i know boyfriend will aso want to prove everyone of his capabilities too.
lets jia you together.

been reading this girl's blog.
i quite amazed by the lifestyle of a 19yrs old gers nowaday.
there are so many god brother god sister going on for god knows how long.
but i din know that there is something called the god boyfriend or god dear.
gosh.. wats the world bcoming to.
thats the reason why i dun realli like the society is comin to now.
so so open. er xin to the max..
gosh..
how come the society cant b like last time
more conservative and stuffs like tat..
but i juz have to adapt to it.. bobian.. er xin

report time le...
ciaox...

2007-11-23T18:15:00.001+08:00

i hate my life

2007-11-20T02:12:00.000+08:00

oh no.. i cant sleep.. and its like 2 am in the morning.. theres nothing for me to do.. my baby busy with his studies (poor him)

missing my sweetie quite alot.. even though i just met him yesterday.. but i was doing my report while hes studying for his exam.. haha.. but i wan my happy cheeky boyfriend back.. hes looking so stress and tired.. abit heart pain pain.. thats why every phone call to him will end with this line.."remember to drink more water ar.." dun want him to get sick wor..

oppx.. suddenly remmeber.. mayb i should write in proper english for my blog. i was reading a blog of a girl. shes 19. the way she wrote her blog is a little weird i should say. and because of that, i think i should write in a proper english. never know whether anyone will be laughing at my english. but come to think about it, its my blog and i should just write the way i want it to be. who really cares about what others are thinking right? but nevertheless, maybe i should write in proper english.

let's try!!

my boyfriend was stolen by something, and that is exams. How i wish that his exam is ending soon (which will be in like a week's time) but then, i just cant wait~

gosh! sound soooooo weird!!!

its like.. i have been writing blog in a very point form way and suddenly i have to change the format of writing to something serious. its so weird lo. anyway..

i juz write the way i wan it to be.. i jus finish writing my report.. so pandon me for my bad english.. as i dun realli wan to think about how i shld write.. hee.. oppx.. excuse again..

its a funny day for my mom. she was bad luck enough to have bird dropping on her bag. but surprisely this is a good sign. she picked up 2 bucks from the bus and got a 10% discount from the resturant that we ate for dinner. haha.. mayb bird dropping are not bad after all. and she keep laughing about the whole incident. crazy mom i have.

hopefully baby's doing well now. was really worried for him as im afraid that he could not take it. its the 2nd day that hes not sleeping and been relying on red bulls and chicken essence. just hope that this week will fly faster so that he will be back to me for me to pamper him. gosh. will be meeting him tomorrow to help him with his exams. surprise that i can help him since hes actually studying for his degree? haha. its about coding and i think i could help him a little bit and he asked me for help. mayby before i looked for him, i go and buy some stuffs for him to "ti ti shen". feel real bad that i cant do anything for him during this period of time.

hes really very sweet. even though he was shivering because of the aircon yesterday. he never think twice and just take off his jacket for me. its just a small little gesture like that, that make me feel so sweet inside.

suddnely miss him alot.. i want weekend to faster come la. so we can have our little time together without the books!!! miss you wor my xin fu!

2007-11-16T19:59:00.000+08:00

its de last day of the school term. im going to miss my kids manx!
took alot of pictures with my kids during my lunch time, and they went crazy lo..keep wantin to take with me.. they are so cute.. i will miss them alot manx!!
everyone said..."see you nx year ms kho....."arg...i realli miss them......

my little norman..
my cute amos...
my shuai shuai elfi...
my loving sweet gers...siying, liying, hongperng, michelle, joyvina....
my guai guai afika
my cute cute.. xin rui, clara, samantha
my "disturbance"kid jackie... he will always say ms... *cough cough cough* coz kho sound like cough sound ma.. whenever he sees me.. hehee... den i willl wanna catch him..hahaa.. so fun lo.. sometime b4 he start to say anything..i will raise my hands..and he will quickly change to "hi ms kho" so cute..
my adorable kids..

really love them alot manx..

i can always remmeber how my students always tell me not to wear heels, telling me all de analysis and de possbilities of me fallin n spraining my feet.. de times wen the first thing they do when they sees me is to check what kind of shoes im wearing.. and they will show a face of satisfaction whenever i wear flats.. "good good.. ms kho u din wear heels.." but if i wear heeels..they will give me a look and start telling me de analysis again n asked me not to wear heels again..
they are simply so sweeeet lo..

the times where my little samantha who always compliment my shoes..my loving joyvina who will have tears in her eyes when its de last day of the lesson and hug me very hard.. my michelle who always popby my office and complain that im always eating whenever she pop by..

i missssssing my kids!!!!

my baby also..been so busy with his studies... missin my baby alot tooo.. haix.. baby baby miss ya wor..

2007-10-31T00:38:00.000+08:00

hope everything will fall nicely back to its place.. hahaha..
my motivation is back.. determination?? of coz high high up!!!

and i always can rely on the person behind me..

hehee...

jia you jia you...

wondering how i can make myself less tired..
kopi doesnt seem to work much..
must find something to keep myself awake after work..
i want to be mroe enegetic.. maybe take more battery... opppx..

jia you jia you

2007-10-17T23:09:00.000+08:00

Its being a long time since i really want to sit down and write down my thoughts. Specially write this entry for my beloved baby.

Dearest baby,

I will always remember what you have done for me, deep down in my heart.

Love it when you are a little drunk, for someone who do not really express much will become more affectionate towards me..

Love it when my baby acts like a baby and I have to use my magic to "tickle" his blood steam..

Love it when you hugs me tightly in your arms..

Love it when i can sleep in you arms for the whole night (yes.. i still do love it alot sweetx whenever you hug me to sleep from the back)..

Love it when you gave me a cheeky smile..

Love it when we tease each other on whos more capable.. but im always the one losing..

Love it when you are so worried for our ring whenever you did not see it on your finger.. (seeing this reaction always make me smile, knowing that you really cares about our relationship as we once said this symbolise our love)

Love it when you will always looking for my hand when we are together as though you are missing something..

Love it when you kisses me on the cheek and the forehead.. (felt so xin fu)

Love it when baby become a loser and start to deny all the facts... (the cuteness of him )..

Love it whenever we challenge each other on pool and become so competitive coz we know the consequences...

Love it when we always read the paper together..

Love it when i could just lie myself on baby's stomach while hes doing something else..

Love it whenever we pump the car's wheel..

Love it when we always will crave for good food..

Love it when you use that consoling voice after pointing out my fault..

Love it when my head can always find the right spot on your shoulder..

Love it when you so protective over me..

Love it when you stroke my arms..

Love it when you touches my face..

Love it when you stroke and smell my hairs..

Love the time we spend together..

because you are the love of my life..

always Remember baby sweetx, you are the reason behind my happiness.

I promise you that I will think positively about us. coz i know that we will have many many more happy days together. I wont try to be positive.. but i will be positive..

Thanks for everything~!

WIth lots of love..
your bibi

2007-10-12T20:12:00.000+08:00

I now writing my blog ! sound normal Right? NO NO NO! IM not typing but is actually really writing on my tablet PC. How cool is tat?

ReaLLY c0oL Lo! I Keep pLayinG wI+H ThiS tabLe+. EVen using it for MSN!

being on a down mood this few days. Really negative! very depressed! but at the end of the day. must pick myself up. Feeling much better now!

I think I very addicted to mahjong. keep having the temptation to go ji0 people to play. This is real bad! Gosh!! Ji0 me! Ji0 me! Ha Ha! Opppx

Suddenly feeling a little tired. Sometime how I wish I Still not a grown up yet! more responsibility. more worries. more problems yet not enough time. Isnt it true?

why am I negative again?

cannot cannot cannot!

my handwriting in this tablet PC look very nice. Hee !! so BHB lo me

Dont want to write le! time to watch TV

Bye Bye!

2007-10-12T00:28:00.000+08:00

I wonder how people get their confidence from? Why is some people out there who has so much confidence yet people like me just have no confidence in anything. I really tried to think positive but nothing seems positive coming out from my useless brain.

Useless?

Failure?

Maybe?

2007-09-26T00:22:00.000+08:00

i just dun understand y ppl keep wantingg to talk about sex stuffs with me..
why am i always associate with sex stuffs..
if u wan to have sex.. juz bloody hell go have sex with the prostitute in geylang.. dun asspociate them with me.. dun show your desperate acts with me..
NO USE NO USE!!
arsehole.. JUS SIMPLY NOT INTERESTED AT ALL..
ARSHE HOLE~!!!!!

in the first place.. i n u is two different person..
assholes lo.. sex sex sex is all u guys ever think off.. wat an ass..
everything is about sex..
bloody arsehole..
NORMAL INNOCENT CHAT WILL SOMEHOW INCLUDED SEX STUFFS..
WAT AN ARSE LO~~~
IS NOT TAT PPL DUN NOE.,..
HOW I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE PPL TALKING ABOUT SEX...
EXPECIALLY GUYS..
IT PISS ME OFF IMMEDIATELY...
ARSEHOLE..
GO AND DIE AR..
SEX UNTIL U GOT AIDS AND DROP DEAD..
IDIOT LA..
DUN ASSUME TAT EVERYONE IS THE SAME OPEN ARSEHOLE AIRHEAD AS U LO..
ASHOLE...

p/s: my daddy and my boy are excluded..

2007-09-22T23:09:00.000+08:00

Hello!!!

I'm back!

Its being a long time since I blog. no idea why i dun have the motivation to blog about myself. haha.. no mood ba.. everything seems to be quite bad recently. hahaha..
i mean in work.

theres a survey saying that the employees will feel dejected to work under a bad subordinate rather than lower pay. i think its rather true. first thing when u come upon a bad subordinate. is like watever you do just dun suit her liking. she will keep trying to dig every dirt out of you. den complain!! gosh lo. thats wats happening to me.

dun talk about it le.. talk about it make me feel so hateful against her.

went prawning with baby recently after so long. dun have the time ma.. den catch some prawns and brought them back to baby's place and cook them.. baby the chef.. haha.. chilli prawn. li hai wor. the prawn were still alive when we bought them back home. im so afraid that it will jump to me lo.. haha.. eat le quite shiok.. i wan to prawn more to eat!!!!

hmmm.. took some pics on my students again.. they realli very very cute de lo.. recently taught a class whereby a guy very very very handsome lei.. he super handsome until i was very shock.. imagine a primary 1 student is alreadi a big shuai ge liao.. and de best thing of all.. hes a malay.. but he dun look like malay.. he gt very nice dark feature. den super shuai de lo.. and he super guai de lo.. very ting hua.. gosh!! i realli dote on him de lo.. cannot cannot.. cannot show biasness.. hahaha.. but i cant help it!!!!

went to grandma house as usual.. alot of my aunts n uncles went too.. ahha.. the house was full.. but ok la.. relaxing saturaday.. our usual hangout at my grandma house.. keep disturbing my cousin... like some small kids like tat.. hahaha.. wanted to play mahjong.. but dun have tiles.. how to play lei..?? somemore enough legs lo..

im crazy over mahjong de lo..

karen ger ask me play today.. but i have to reject her.. you must be wondering y lo.. coz i just said im crazy over mahjong.. coz tml have to wake up early lo..
my cousin getting married.. congrats to them.. hope they zao shen gui zi.. and bai tou xie lau.. haha.. i dunoe my han yu pin yin correct anot.. ahhaa.. the first of my cousin to get married.. and shes only 22 years old.. haha..

hmm.. want to wathc tv le.. ciaoz..

2007-09-10T23:13:00.001+08:00

If I were blue,

would you be there for me,

And whisper in my ears that's ok.

Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,

And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,

And touch my lips with tender loving care,

Would you die for me, would you run with me,

And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be the one,

to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be the one,

to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If i'm away, would you still think of me,

And wish that you could hold me now,

Would you die for me, would you run with me,

All the way..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be the one,

to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you will always be there,

To kiss my pain away...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be the one,

to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you will always be there,

To kiss my pain away...

Would you be there? for me...

2007-09-08T15:09:00.000+08:00

Living in my own world

Didn't understand

That anything can happen

When you take a chance

I never believed in

What I couldn't see

I never opened my heart

To all the possibilities

I know that something has changed

Never felt this way

And right here tonight

This could be the start

Of something new

It feels so right

To be here with you

And now looking in your eyes

I feel in my heart

The start of something new

Now who'd of ever thought that

We'd both be here tonight

And the world looks so much brighter

With you by my side

I know that something has changed

Never felt this way

I know it for real

This could be the start

Of something new

It feels so right

To be here with you

And now looking in your eyes

I feel in my heart

The start of something new

I never knew that it could happen

Till it happened to me

I didn't know it before

But now it's easy to see

It's a start

Of something new

It feels so right

To be here with you

And now looking in your eyes

I feel in my heart

That it's the start

Of something new

It feels so right

To be here with you

And now looking in your eyes

I feel in my heart

The start of something new

Start of something new

2007-09-06T23:05:00.000+08:00

i feel so tired of everything..
whatever i do is all crap..
sometime i realli wonder.. y am i such an ass..
mayb i juz plain worthless

2007-08-31T08:44:00.000+08:00

long awaited pictures are all up!! haha.. more than 1 week din blog le..
hehee..been so busy man.. work n work n work.. so tiring.. sometime i wish i could jus take a break.. but no.. i got an irritation HOD who keep bugging me.. throwing her stuffs to me.. oh well.. wat to do.. its life. hehe.. but anyway.. i can handle it as usual.. must try to work harder...

baby poorish thing.. hes been "tortured" by my weird mood swing nowaday.. but hes a real sweetx. been able to help me overcome this.. i know baby.. muz think of the positive rite? hehe.. thanx for being there for me sweetheart..

p/s: rest well le.. know u not feelin well.. must take care of yourself ok.. drink more water...!!!

i have a sexy seductive voice now lo. deep deep de wor.. haha.. yesh la.. im having a bad sore throat.. even my mom say my voice is horrigible.. hahaha..

aiyah.. enough talk.. pic time~~!~!~!~!

baby have to go back office to get his things done.. so me being a nice and sweet gf (as usual) acccompany him back to office.. scare he alone ma.. while hes doing his work.. im surfing the net.. takingpictures of myself and disturb baby..

taaa daaaa~~~~ mememememmeme~~~~~

he dun even wan to look at the lens de lo~~~

the look of baby when hes playing pool.. now the score between us is he lost 1 to me.. so he will get his punishment unless he contra.. but aso no use.. coz in the end aso lose.. hahaa... face it ba baby.. i better~~~~~

prawning~!!~!~!!

been prawning with baby for a number of times.. haha.. but always din take pics... pur-posely take pics to show u all..how it look likke...

the baits... its cockle la.. but baby will handle this..

the net whereby we put the prawn we catch... baby putting the bait at the hook there..
our catch.. not bad ba.. somemore cooked by baby all by himself.. i mean bbq by baby.. including starting of fire.. everything.. from washing the prawn.. to cooking it.. hehe.. u so li hai baby.. hehehee.. when the prawn is placed on the bbq pit.. it will keep on "jumping" the lo.. muz hold on to it...

some is realli small hoh.. but small real big le de prawn.. like crayfish like tat..

we went to west coast park on our anniversary.. enjoying the outdoor feeling.. at the end of the day.. we were sweating lo.. haha.. coz keep running.. swinging around the swings.. climbing the pyramid.. challenging each other on the obstacles.. baby keep laughing at me.. say my small moment like cockroach. idiot de lo.. but i realli have so much fun... we keep laughing each other non stop.. lookin at each other actions..

baby at the top of the pyramid

me!!
baby again
me again~~
the view from the top... actually i dunoe wat im taking.. haha

went to my grandma (mom's mom) 's house.. my dad weere looking at the old pics of my mom n her family.. haha.. n he keep laughing at this pic.. say my mom look like a philipino maid.. hahaha.. den he ask me to take this pic down.. hahaha.. crazy dad.. show it to baby.. baby says i look like my mom lo.. hehhee.. da da when hes still a small baby.. cute hoh.. so chubby..
now and then
a.. either yi yi or da da..

you go figure out ba.. i forgot which is which.. hahaha.. ccute ba??

my pasar malam spree.. ncie earrings..

a.. i dunoe y i bought this.. hahaa..

my students.........

hes one of my fav.. cute hoh.. very innocent smile..

somemore... other kids

lastly ... baby playing pool.. he keep askin me to post it.. say he very shuai.. dotx~~ -_- see for urself lo..

crazy quote:

dad: you better come back home early.

me: ok (as usual)

dad: if you come back home early.. i buy a can of coke for u..

me: dadddy... why not i come back late.. then i buy a can of beer for u??

hahahhhahahahhahahahahahhahaaa.... cute hoh my dad...

wanted to post some of my kids' work up.. but somehow cant find any website that upload flash.. its really very creative lo.. i so proud of them.. hjehehe.. afterall they are onli pri 5..

ending le lo.. hehe.. today its teacher's day celebration.. i received some prezzie from my kids ydae... too.. hahhaa... quite interesting sia..

end end

2007-08-23T23:00:00.000+08:00

im juz an irritating person..
y wan to be in my social circle?
i piss people off..
i scold ppl for no reason..

the things that are appearing in my mind is all about death..
how i wish sometime i can juz disappear..
how i wish i have the courage to make myself disappear..

make the world a better world
beautify it without me

2007-08-21T15:08:00.001+08:00

since i got nthing better to do now.. and getting complaints for lack of pictures...

edited some pictures.. juz for the fun of it... trying out de effects so i can have different kind of editing next time to suit different environment

i love how baby look in this picture.. so cute.. cahnge the background jzu for de fun of it.. test test lo..

went to watch a show ydae with baby.. guess wat show is it??

being wanting to go genting with baby.. but till no stil cant.. coz of commitments.. haix.. wat i can do now is daydream.. n think tat we actually went there before.. hahaha.. testing testing la..

2007-08-21T09:10:00.000+08:00

Tired lo.. i been having insomnia lately..
n bcoz of tat.. i keep tossing in bed.. trying my best to slp..
but in the end.. i willwake up to do something else..
no matter how tired i am.. i juz cant go to slp..
how many sheeps n cows counted.. but still not in lala land..
alot of things keep flashing very fast in my mind.. all in top speed mode..
all of them somehow or rather associate some part of my life..
but at the end of the day, i dunoe wat im thinking..
the onli thing i could remmeber is lots n lots of things flashes thru my mind..
tats all..

baby tried asking me wat im thinking about.. but my only answer i could gave him is.. "i dunoe.."

speaking about baby.. poor him.. i being very unreasonable lately.. easily pissed off.. easily get upset.. my mood swing change from the east to west.. top to bottom.. swing like noone business.. one moment i could b laughing like some siao cha bor... and the next moment.. im actualli very upset all of a sudden..

its definitely not bcoz of pms.. but yet i dunoe wat is it.. i juz very tired....

2007-08-15T00:56:00.000+08:00

just reformat my computer.. so while waiting for my stuffs to be downloaded n install..
let me blog first..

was very touched by bay's actions today.. even though its seems like something that many other people wont take it to heart.. but yet i think its real sweet of him..

having a tough time handling my class.. then baby call me while im having lesson.. he sense that i sound sian.. coz i was scolding my class.. and keep telling him tat i will call back later.. but he keep calling me thinking that something happen or wat.. in the end.. i have to shut down my phone.. coz i dun wan anyone to call me while im scolding them.. and bcoz of tat wen i on my phone again.. i saw many miss call from baby.. i feel so relieved lo.. after a long day.. baby is the first happy thing that make me realli smile.

even though its just a small gesture.. but thanx baby for staying by my side~! thanx for the concern u being showering me.. thanx for everything..

thanx for being my xin fu~

2007-08-14T12:55:00.000+08:00

hee.. long time din blog le.. hehee...

was away for genting last weekend with my mummy dearest~!~
juz back at arnd 1230am on a very early sunday morning..
den on sunday i slp all da way till 6pm...
call me a pig??
haha.. im not lo..
took some pics.. but very little on genting..

i realli wish i could go again.. to play the theme park.. coz i din touch any of the theme park game at all lo.. my mom dun wan to pei me.. so all day long.. either eat.. or gamble at the casino.... or shopping.. hahhaa..
but a good shopping day for me..
bought 4 clothes... 2 for me.. 2 for my baby.. hope he like it.. very scare he dun lo..
i want to go genting again.. hopefuly this year.. to go play the rides lo.. and enjoy the cool air while ridin on the rides... really hope lo~!~~

anyway..
back to school..
took some of my students photos too..
they are so ke ai lo.. now i teaching the pri 1 and pri 5.. the pri 1 are so cute...
kewaii nehx...
expecialy one of the boy i like quite alot.. he always give me a veri innocent smile.. but deep down.. hes a rascal...
hahaha.. but still he will listen to me...

suddenly remember the time i went with baby to west coast park..
we like go back to childhood time like tat..
was playing non stop at the playground.. climbing of the pyramid..
running around.. challenge each other of the obstacles and pushing each other of the swinging thing.. quite fun lo.. liek realli go back to childhood time.. no worries..
will post some of the pictures took tat day some other time..

hahaa...
i want to go genting again~~~~
very full sia..
25 more mins to nx lesson..
hahaha..
signing offf

2007-07-29T22:59:00.000+08:00

so.. i have been tagged.. for the fun of it.. haha.. shall try ba..
hahaha

Rules of the game:

Each player of this game starts off with five things they like about their bodies. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own the five things they love about their bodies as well. Start every line with "I love...". I assure you, you might just surprise yourself by how difficult it is to come up with this list.

Please state the rules of this game clearly. At the end you must choose as many people as you'd like to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!

1) I love my hairs... it din give me any problems at all.. and i dun have to spend time fussing over my hairs...

2) I love my legs..

3) I love my nose...

4) I love my figure... can be better.. but den.. good enough.. haha.. oopppx..

5) last one le.. I love my tiger tooth.. hehee... quite interesting ma.. my trademark? maybe.. hehee...

doned!!!!! but dun feel like tagging anyone.. juz doing it for fun!!! heee..
mayb a test to let myself know wat i realli love about myself.. but ok la.. quite fun n easy.. heheee....

its picture time again...
im being working hard wor.. taking pictures.. being a cam whore.. hahaa.. actualli im one all da while.. juz lazi to upload it.. oppx.. hahaha...

Last Sat.....
met baby for lunchie and spend some time together.. hehee...

we decided to ate our lunch at pizza hut.. hehee.. suddenly got craving for it...

me decided to camwhore again.. and poor baby have to pei me do so.....

and we are eating pizza cheese fondue... hahha.. dunoe is it de name anot.. anyhow write de.. hahaha...

den i stopped eating le.. and keep takin baby ugli pic while hes eating.. keep laughing non stop.. coz realli ugli...

in the end... he have to eat like this...

after lunch.. went to play 3 rounds of pool.. hahaa.. our standard game.. punishment wil be given to the loser one.. hahaa.. so muz serious serious play.. i lost!! but nvm.. hehe.. coz i "put water" de...

after that went home n prepared to go for my uncle birthday celebration at prima tower.. its a revolving resturant moving at 25cm/min.. hee.. u will get to see a view of singapore while dinning in it.. wil be a little bit giddy when i look down.. but quite fun.. and the foood??? nice!!

This is how outside look like when we first seated down....

den we have our fabulous tasty yummy food...

half way through our meal... this is how it look like outside...

den back to the food again.. shark's fin!~!!!!

and this pastry to add along with the shark's fin...

then.....

last but not least.. noodles... with alot of other ingredient...

desert time!!!!

my family...

the yzelman family..

the jin family...

and finally...
the real kho/koh family... minus a few uncles and aunt.. hahaha...

oh... no.. we r camwhoring again...

a round back to where we were b4.. but the night has fall...

acting retard!!!!!~! with my cousins!!!! and of coz photo taking!!!

cousin....

fun time.. full stomach. wat a loving day...

a teacher bought us this... golden pillow... always wondering hwo it taste like.. and yes.. i finally get to taste it le.. not bad.. interesting.. hahaha..

i kinda like to wear like tat.. like abit shu nu.. yet abit.. hmmm.. nice nice?? hehee...

oh no.. i cant stop!!!! how???

a pic i took at work... baby say i look very blur!!! hahaha.. i aso think so. tired ba.. somemore.. abit headache.. keep having giddy spells.. no idea y...

my kids time~~~

my kid doing his stunt on the ground... and he talked to baby b4.. making me super malu lo.. he asked baby beri loudly in the phone... "heeelllloo... ni xi huan ms kho ma...?" i was like diao... hahaa.. seems like alot of my students know baby's existance le.. hahaa.. and they wil keep asking me about baby de lo.. so funni them..

i love his voice.. veri cute de lo.. like mickey mouse.. den his actiosn aso veri cute de lo.. anyoone who heard his voice.. baby and my colleague din believe tat hes from pri 3.. coz its realli cute...

vivo-ing.. watching harry... haha.. so late then watch.. coz simply no time till now.. hehehee... but enjoying it through.. hehee... expecialli with my lovely.

yesterday...
went for a 2 day 1 night getaway.. with my baby dearest.. hee..
have been a heratic week for both of us.. and we decided to take a break and enjoy ourself!!! really love it!!

before that.. we went to have our lunch at a hawker centre near our place.. two bowls of porridge plus chicken plus yu sheng.. taste real good.. alot of people ordering too.. hahaa.. eat until full full wor.. den we went to buy our neccessarities and alot alot of titbits.. as though we are going to pinic liek tat.. i keep laughin nonstop at baby de lo.. haha.. den he say he going to nua inside den dunwan to come out at all.. so must stock up alot of foood.. den i keep juz keep laughing whenever i look at him.. making him feeel veri paiseh.. hahaa..

wen we reached there...

baby showed me his grandma's place.. his childhood place.. interesting.. to know tat he live there before...

den we checked in the hotel.. purposely choose this place.. coz gt japanese feel..

watched a movie that baby bought.. while snackin on the food that we bought.. eat until quite satisfying.. after teh show.. we decided to walk around the place.. and looking for our dinner...

preparing to go off....
i was cam-whoring.. while baby ignoring me..

seeeeee.. he totalli ignore me de lo.. bad bad...

finalli caught his attention and take photo with me.. but baby.. where are u looking??? hahaa...

yesh.. u r rite le..

while baby chasing me to get out of the room to go for a walk.. i continue taking pic.. hahaa...

haha.. the walk is fantastic.. its realli another feeling lo.. different lifestyle.. different place.. its windy... a little chilling.. looking around the place... feel so different.. so nice to be walkng together with him.. looking at all de foodstores.. alot of interesting food too... and of coz the people there.. the signbaords are also an interesting sight tat we seldom see.. shorthouses to be seen only.. no high rise building.. no hdb flats.. no condos.. no business building.. juz short houses... with a very small road.. where cars are always jam in it.. hehee..

den bought our dinner..and we went back to the hotel.. hehee...

doing stupid stunts again..

our dinner!!!

not left.. not wrong... but its RITE!!
haha.. interesting name..

we bought 2... one is super hawaiian.. and another one is some ocean dunoe wat name.. haha.. but its realli nice lei.. not bad.. haha..

den of coz for our water...

from 7-11

haha.. fun...
i shall end my bog entry with an ugli sight of baby eating.. dun understand why baby cant eat properly de lo.. hahaa... in the end.. i onli use one hand to eat.. but baby le.. using 2 hands yet still cannot make it.. hahahaa....

2007-07-27T11:32:00.000+08:00

legs pain pain sia.. fall down juz now..
den hit quite hard on my knee caps.. dun understand how i fall..
its a sudden.. i din trip... din anything.. juz suddenly fall down.. hahaa..
like legs soft soft.. n somemroe.. at the staircase somemore.. li hai ba..
but luckily noone see it.. otherwise sure malu sia..
but den.. wen i blog it.. more ppl knows.. oppx.. hahaha

seem like alot of ppl will like me to put more pics in my blog..
i try i try ok.. but beri lazi lei. oppx.. took alot of pics..
but juz "no time" to upload it. hahhaa.. ok.. im plain lazi.. gt pics from my uncle's bdae.. nic pics.. or i juz paste my cousin's link better?? hahaha...
and all my super zhi lian pics.. hahahaha

sian la.. dun wan to write le.. ciaox

2007-07-19T23:55:00.000+08:00

Picture time!!!!!!!

first.........
my baby slping..
so keeeewaiiii nehx..
took a pic of him slping after our swim in my room. hahaha.. cute cute wor.. so adorable hoh my beeeee...

the two toys tat baby bought for me.. one for my back and one to replace a real doggie..

hehe..
i got my piggy to pei me everyday at work.. something to hug something to lie on.. really very comfy lo.. alway hug my piglet tight tight wen i realli tired or wen im watching movie.. like some small kid like tat.. den wen my back is aching.. i put it at the back to rest my back. hehe..
and somemore.. baby got kiss the piglet before wor.. hehee....

cute cute rite??

my doggiee.. how we "qi fu" my doggie.. hehe.. so bad de us..

the culprit???

went to vivocity..
see our top.. so matching hoh.. telepathy sia..
mine:white top plus black strips..
his:black top plus white strips..
nice nice wor.. hehee..

heeeee..

my toot toot cousin having his bdae cake with otak head... aka the banana....

he look so cock rite...
purposely de lo..

i did ask him pose hoh..

meeting up with jomel darling.. realli bought back alot of memories..
had so much fun tat day.. realli have such a long ger talk.. realli long for some ger frenz manx... love ya.. *huggiex*

thanx ger...

my stupidly crazy fren who took my hp away to take a photo of himself.. dotx lei..

karen keep laughing when she saw this tiles.. but i think its da person at the back who keep makin me laugh wenever i look at the pic..

look at the tile.. de sequence of the tiles is the same..

he ask me to post more pic in my blog.. haha..

he dun like words ba...

my doggiee slpping with me wor... his cute cute actions...

ke ai rite?? like the owner.. haha

my students!!!!!!!
a.... cute cute ba...

this ger always kiss me de...

his name is the same as baby's fren name.. cheng yu.. hahahaa.. took a pic to show him.. cute hoh.. baby say look abit liek him.. i think onli a bit abit abit.. beri little bit onli.. hahaa..

they are acting lo...

they were playing before this pic was taken.. they are juz posin onli. dun b decieve by them.. hahaha..

was writin report for the whole nite..
so din slp..
the next morning.. i bcome a zombie.. n tuirn crazy.. haha..
sat on my desk n keep zapping pictures of me.. hahhaa..
am i crazy???
do i loook shag???

shag rite??? ahahhaa....

my luxury.........
its always a fun time buying things.. haha.. feel so shiok!!

my shoes...

i think its beri sweeet la...

my top.. its brighter than tat.. can wear two ways... slightly offshoulder.. nice nice.. like it.. hehee..

my bra lei.. ppl paiseh to show la.. but its of the bright colour.. nice nice lei.. plus a satin ribbon to tie at the back.. realli nice.. like it alot lo..

a dress tat i tried.. but din buy.. mummy say brown dun suit me..

toooooooooooooooooooo bad....

lastly... my jomel ger.. tis is wat u ask for... our rusty rusty poses neoprint.. hehehe...

nice nice wor.. even though the poses abit awkward..

pictures uploaded.. realli happy lo.. everytime i will flip through my phone gallery to look at the pictures.. every picture told a different story.. each pic say more than juz a few words.. realli happy for my memories lo..
heheee.e..

p/s: my lovely baby... u r being missed by me.... wait so long for u to come back from reservice... now... muz tahan coz u r sooooo busy from work.... reali hope u come back to me sooooon.. but jai you jia you wor... i know in the end u still dote alot on me.... *hug hug*

2007-07-18T12:10:00.000+08:00

am i wrong??

am i wrong to do tat..
why do i feel more guilty abt it..

i tot everything will come to a rest after i ask him to stop liking me..
i tot i will feel less guilty
i tot i tot.. everything i tot..

i tot i wont have to say a straight no so as not to hurt his feelings..
i try to use the simplest way to tell him.

i tot..

now feelin so so so guilty..
the whole morning..
hes playing sad love song..
making me feel more guilty than before.
have i done wrong??

did i done wrong to say the truth?

2007-07-16T13:09:00.000+08:00

IM back here again...
gt someone tell me my blog quiet boring.. all words but no pictures.. mayb i shld do up one design for my plain plain bloggy. hahaa.. but i super lazi wor. waiti till one fine day.. wen im freee..
mayb i will.. see how first..

took some pictures..
but lazi to upload wor.. hahaha.. wait till free aso.. hahaha..
very full wor...
juz ate kfc.. den now drinking bubble tea..
full full.
hahaha..
but so so so tired now.. haix..
hahaha

2007-07-12T13:22:00.000+08:00

being so busy lately..
oh gosh.. writing report like what i did for projects during poly time.
seems like im back in poly again. rushing for my dateline.
hahaa.

baby was away for a week due to reservice.
but he call me almost everyday. except for yesterdae as he is out in the forest. wonder how the pig is doing.. must be cannot tahan de environment. hahaa..
but really thanx to him. we had a good talk on monday over the phone. knowing more about each other.. level up again. but bcoz of tat talk. im very myuch enlightened by him. hehee..
missin u so much wor baby sweetheart.. one more day before u come back..

work.
as usual. superly duperly busy. so sian of work. got alot of saigang kana past to me. hahaha. wat to do.. waiting for that stupid little pay raise. yet im working my arse off. hahaa.. luckily the kids are realli my suport over this period of time.

family.
wen its good.. its good.. wen its bad it is real bad..
my mom simply juz dun understand.
im working rite now. feeling so tired everyday. sometime onli a very small request from me to her.. but she makde a very big fuss over it. is it very difficult to get it done. sound like i still studying rite now lo. tat i dun even haf the rights to say anything. so tired.
but my dad real cute.. haha. at least he make my day yesterdae.
hahaa..

students
realli love some of my kids. they are super cute. one stil say im pretty ydae.. so high.. hahaha.. ok la.. im crazy over them ok..

anyway. i need to go for class la.. hehehehee

2007-07-10T01:35:00.000+08:00

"Angels Brought Me Here"

[Verse 1]
It's been a long and winding journey, but i'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces, and walking back into the light
Into the sunset of your glory, where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling, when i look into your eyes...

[Bridge]
My dreams came true, when i found you
I found you, my miracle...

[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, that you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

[Verse 2]
Standing here before you, feels like i've been born again
Every breath is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name...

[Bridge 2]
My dreams came true, right here in front of you
My miracle...

[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

[Bridge 3]
Brought me here to be with you,
I'll be forever grateful (oh forever Faithful)
My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle...

[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...
Yes they brought me here...
If you could feel, the tenderness i feel...
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

you are my miracle.

*~*~*~*~* biwei *~*~*~*~*

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